Blue LIPS
Ave Satanas
- Jun 28, 2020
- 529
Idk what happened after such a good day for once, my baby (dog) would not stop panting, hacking, breathing heavy/fast... she even ran into the woods for a minute and I thought the worst (some dogs I hear do that before death), ran after her (she NEVER runs from me) but she came back, finally puked again and I think she's okay. No fucking idea what happened! I was ready to go honestly if the worst happened, just kinda brought me back to "yeah I still want to CTB at the slightest problem" but this was MAJOR for me (and fiancé). Fucking vet ER wasn't helpful! I think the hydrogen peroxide helped but I'm monitoring her like a hawk. Fuck I felt so bad, did the heimlich, wheelbarrow, back smacks etc. This type of shit just snaps you back that your world can be crushed in a heartbeat, especially if things are just starting to be okay in general. This is NOT what I needed tonight :( I can't lose her