R
ranaway
i am a horrible person.
- Mar 2, 2023
- 56
I'm not suicidal, I just got introduced to this site by my suicidal friend.
Honestly, I have mixed feeling about this place. Maybe this won't help a thing for you guys- but I keep all of you in my mind now.
I just hope life will treat you guys better and better days by days, tomorrow, the day after or any days ahead, just for you guys can stay here, with this life a little bit longer. Someday, the pain, trauma, emptiness, sorrow... that haunting you won't be around anymore. You guys can finally get the help that you guys always wanted, therapy, medication or meditation... hope that light up again.
Or even it won't happen, and you guys decide to take this life away, I respect it, hope that you guys can have a peaceful and painless experience.
I know my words and thoughts are immature and probably pretty ignorant, and won't help you guys a thing, but in the end, this is just what I wanna say to you guys. And tbh, I feel so powerless and sad reading all of you guys' posts on this site that knowing that there will be people that are leaving and joining the eternal peace, but I will still respect the choice.
Hope the best for you folks here,
Have a great day today, another great day tomorrow and more.
Honestly, I have mixed feeling about this place. Maybe this won't help a thing for you guys- but I keep all of you in my mind now.
I just hope life will treat you guys better and better days by days, tomorrow, the day after or any days ahead, just for you guys can stay here, with this life a little bit longer. Someday, the pain, trauma, emptiness, sorrow... that haunting you won't be around anymore. You guys can finally get the help that you guys always wanted, therapy, medication or meditation... hope that light up again.
Or even it won't happen, and you guys decide to take this life away, I respect it, hope that you guys can have a peaceful and painless experience.
I know my words and thoughts are immature and probably pretty ignorant, and won't help you guys a thing, but in the end, this is just what I wanna say to you guys. And tbh, I feel so powerless and sad reading all of you guys' posts on this site that knowing that there will be people that are leaving and joining the eternal peace, but I will still respect the choice.
Hope the best for you folks here,
Have a great day today, another great day tomorrow and more.