hikikomorizombie
Ouch
- Jan 15, 2024
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don't jump from ur house balcony. a fall from that will do nothing but hurt, unless ur house is 10 stories/100-150 ft tall. as i said in my 1st comment in the thread, there was a post from some1 who tried the NN method & woke up in the middle of it & had to claw himself down while he felt like his eyes were going to pop from their sockets. he still wants to use that method tho, & if that sounds like a better risk to take for u, good luck & more power to uMy main problem is all the windows are locked. There are a few rare times that they keep the balcony door open for a short time like 5 minutes and it's possible for me to sneak into the balcony but the problem begins here.
I really am lost in thinking and thinking again. I am terrified of not being able to ctb. I really want to die for sure.
opinions don't matter. the facts do, & i explained those + gave multiple sources.But after seeing different opinions I started to overthink about it. I don't know what to do. Do you have any tips to cope with SI just before jumping? Thank you.
as for tips, i don't really have any sadly. i'm just trying to accept that i'll always feel the fear. even if i were to OD on pills/drugs, i'd prob feel some while taking it. i think it's really just smthg u need to push past yourself; i don't think any1 else can help w that. i also can't seem to get over that hurdle :// i really need to die as well, i'm wayyyy overdue for it.