This is very helpful, thank you. Would it be a good idea to strip before jumping? I can have my clothes off in a few seconds if need be, if it would make the fall more likely to kill then I would try and do that.
With regards to people seeing me- yeah, I'm not particularly interested in traumatizing people. I considered and threw away the idea of suicide by train for exactly that reason. This is a purely pedestrian bridge in a relatively quiet area, I'm hoping to get in during a quiet time and fling myself off at a time when nobody is around. Believe me, if I could get SN and die quietly at home I would, but unfortunately Duckworth and co ruined everything.
Thank you as well. The bridge I'm going to has about a five foot tall railing, I'm hoping to be able to quickly clamber over and angle myself downwards so I can hit the water as headfirst as possible. I don't think it would be possible to redirect yourself in the air very well, since it would take around 3-4 seconds to hit the water, but the very mechanics of climbing over the fence should make it pretty difficult to hit that horrible feet first position. As for SI- we'll have to see. I think the main difficulty will be getting there in the first place, since it's a pretty big trek. I've never been in a position of imminent death though, so who knows? I'll hope for the best.
Sure.
Hello Boo.
No dont have to go naked,…nope. Maybe just closer fitting clothing. Resistance is what would slow you down, was the reason I mentioned it. Terminal velocity may not be reached but it would be close enough, just dont jump with a parachute on. SI does what it is supposed to, survive, till the expiration date. SI isnt a reasoning portion its animal instinct. SI is always active but with other things in life, doing something scary that kicks SI in, distract it. All actions take a moment but are then wrote in times fabric. SI doesnt have to be conquered, just set aside for a moment. There are a fair amount of methods that only take a moment. Not that you havent, or many others, considered the loop hole in SI, perhaps be steadfast in your decision. Climb a fence, pause, what suffering brought you here?, let the heart cry, breathe one big breath, wait for a moment of calm and choose.
Life is only as rare as death, cant have one without the other. Both of them are of intimate and priceless value. One is the whispering echo of love and the other is an unerring destination all will come to. IF you choose in your suffering to walk a shorter path, may comfort of that decision wrap you tight till the last step. The last I would ever wish for any is having a change of heart when a path has already been ingrained and death can already be seen waiting patiently sipping hot tea, be sure for more than a moment of your decision.
Night Boo love, caring, honesty, grief, and acceptance for whatever choice you make,
Sutter