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Arboretum

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Jul 25, 2026
33
I think I'll jump from the bridge today. I'd rather not be alone so if anyone has the time you can dm me if you'd like
 
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3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
427
Hey!!! I really hope you can get company before the peaceful journey begins! And are you Listening anything?!!? Im listening to Amy Winehouse
 
hihi2027

hihi2027

Student
Jul 29, 2026
147
sent u a message. what are doing right now? something fun before you leave?
 
DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,546
Hey, how are you feeling? And are you sure that it's high enough?
 
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Arboretum

Member
Jul 25, 2026
33
it's just despair. I wish I'd never been born. 240ft
 
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hihi2027

Student
Jul 29, 2026
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Hey man, are you still with us? If not, I hope your journey was peaceful without any pain. If you are still with us, how do you feel?
 
CowardlyLies

CowardlyLies

Love bug~
Mar 2, 2026
53
I pmed OP their last messages were "yes I'm waiting on the train. Thanks this is going to be hard"
"I'm going to kill myself and I'm scared"
"I'm taking the train to the bridge"
"I'll be it'll be ok"

I hope they found peace :(
 
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hihi2027

Student
Jul 29, 2026
147
I pmed OP their last messages were "yes I'm waiting on the train. Thanks this is going to be hard"
"I'm going to kill myself and I'm scared"
"I'm taking the train to the bridge"
"I'll be it'll be ok"

I hope they found peace :(
Do you have the timestamp of their last message? RIP if they went through with it. They didn't deserves to suffer
 
endlesschatter

endlesschatter

CTB asap
Aug 30, 2026
163
I wish they got peace they were looking for
 
hihi2027

hihi2027

Student
Jul 29, 2026
147
It's the exact same timestamp on their profile
oh sorry if it was a stupid question. It's been aprox. 3 or so hours from then with no new threads or posts so, chances are they're gone
 
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Arboretum

Member
Jul 25, 2026
33
I'm still here. Thanks for your wishes. I might take another shot but throwing up I need to recover for a moment
 
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EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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Welcome back, Arboretum~ :) don't worry and don't feel pressure to succeed in attempting~ one has all the time to pass in the world and should not feel ashamed for failing an attempt or cowardly for "not" attempting as so many of us have undergone both of these~ I wish you the best with recovering~ ^_^
 
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