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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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Smtm say haave 1% joy, ya friend tell joy play game say lovy etc vry ok me say ok enjoy . Real want chemic brsin stay mske litl distract injury damage. Problm this say 1h get joy after get 10h agony. This world no me no worth stay. All no good, awful long exp all joy tinu moment brain chemicals after get psin this all awful
This body brain awful this all nonsense brain chemic nruto
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
I'm sorry sweetie. It's not nice to suffer so much. It's frustrating to be around people who seem to get more joy out of things. I wish I could be like them too. I suppose I'm lucky that my bad times aren't that bad, just vaguely negative. I only really get to enjoy myself a few times a year, money and health permitting. I'm sorry you suffer so much agony, I'd want to be gone too ❤️
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I think it's incredibly difficult to distract yourself from intense physical pain. I know I certainly couldn't. I'm so sorry. It makes complete sense that 1 hour of relative peace can't wipe out 10 hours of agony. I really wish more could be done to make you more comfortable.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,317
It sounds really horrible what you have to go through, it's just so incredibly unfair and tragic how all this endless suffering exists in this world and it must be really tiring being in that situation. Existing certainly is something that is so awful, that is undeniable.
 
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