Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,203
So my job interview went well. The interviewer seemed satisfied and said he enjoyed it. He said he will look for a manager who can work well with me and will get back to me on Friday by text. I feel good. I feel this is a good way for me to start planning and saving to move out.
I've been thinking a lot about my family and how they abused me over the years. Some worse than others but abuse is still abuse. Enabling is still enabling. I am at a point that while I am still living with them, I don't think I am as afraid of cutting them off as before. I still love them and the memories of the good times will likely be a part of me. But I need to create new healthier memories and take a new path.
My brother is starting therapy tomorrow. I am at a place where I plan to cut him off first, though if he gets better away from me that will satisfy me enough.
I want my family to be a part of my life in some way. I hope I don't have to cut them off down the line, but if its the healthiest choice then I will do what is needed.
I've been thinking a lot about my family and how they abused me over the years. Some worse than others but abuse is still abuse. Enabling is still enabling. I am at a point that while I am still living with them, I don't think I am as afraid of cutting them off as before. I still love them and the memories of the good times will likely be a part of me. But I need to create new healthier memories and take a new path.
My brother is starting therapy tomorrow. I am at a place where I plan to cut him off first, though if he gets better away from me that will satisfy me enough.
I want my family to be a part of my life in some way. I hope I don't have to cut them off down the line, but if its the healthiest choice then I will do what is needed.
