Venting jealousy drives me insane

[starrvingstar]

whether its for looks, class, personality, relationships my envy makes me a hateful person. i hate people who have what i dont.

i hate when my boyfriend talks about other girls, its hard when i would spiral into a depression if he mentioned or was around other girls. its freakish but i dont get mad at him outwardly about it since i know its unfair.

the worst part is i cant move past these feelings unless i detach myself from the person, almost like i have to be obsessed or not care for you at all.

 

[Holu]

The only wrong in that is the pain it gives you. Always remember tho, they equally envious of you.

 

[voc_89]

^ so true. There is one aspect that you have that they would die for. You would be surprised. For instance, youth. I know many people in their 40s who would give it all up to relive their late teens or early 20s. Their was one convo that really stuck with me. It was with a woman in her late 30s (about 4 years ago). A stranger I met in a club who was saying about even though she is happy she got married. Had kids, etc. She only really feels alive through swinging. Lol. We live in a strange world

 

[Lenmenhen]

Same, only in my case I just jealous of people smarter than me.

 

[Hugh Class]

Im jealous of people who are rich or have success.....

 

[annxietty]

I feel jealousy very often, I understand... it killed some relationships for me.

 

[Holu]

I feel jealousy very often, I understand... it killed some relationships for me.

I am entirely opposite. I think my relationship failed since I wasn't clingy enough :P.

Im jealous of people who are rich or have success.....

I ain't jealous of them I simply want to feel my fingers dig into their decaying corpses :)

 

[voc_89]

I feel jealousy very often, I understand... it killed some relationships for me.

me too. I am often told I am to distant. Being a loner has its positives and negatives I guess

 

[SexyIncél]

I don't fuck with jealousy, I try to share stuff with people I like, even maybe share my phone's location so they know where I am. Jealousy's a scary monster. Probably kills more relationships than death

Someone I desire is obsessed with me? Hell yeah I want that! I'll obsess over them too, let's make it fair