Jealous of people who say they are happy

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

It makes me want to ctb whenever I read or listen to someone who claims to be happy. Anyone else feels the same? Makes me angry with myself and my suicidal desires increase.

 

[Despondent]

I like seeing others happy. I don't want anyone to ever feel the same as me. If everyone was hurting deep down, I would be out of this life asap. That would be way too depressing for me tbh

 

[Sinai Silence]

Although I feel jealous of other people's happiness I wouldn't wish my worse enemy to feel the emptiness I feel.

 

[redbutterfly]

im just sad i will never be happy and it looks so easy on others

 

[deleted]

I am extremely sad to see other people, with friends, families, even on this site there are people who love and protect something, I never had and I will never have it, it makes me sadder

 

[_Minsk]

it always reminds me on how much i lack happiness, its cruel being in this place and being reminded over and over again without feeling any power to actually be able to change anything..

 

[Meditation guide]

It's quite a contrast to see people enjoying life in a consistent way, dining, having cocktails, swimming, traveling, laughing and joking with friends, and my life.