snuffcore
don’t forget those days that overflowed with love.
- Jun 30, 2020
- 26
I'm not sure why I'm doing it. It'll probably take me at least a month to try and CTB again, if I gather enough courage. Hell, who knows, maybe it could take months before what I'm writing becomes necessary, or even years, and by then whatever I wanted to express will be entirely different and I'll have to get rid of this current note. Maybe, somehow, things will truly get better now, and I'll never think of these dark actions ever again.
I don't know. I'm scared even now. I can feel my heart beating fast even if I don't intend to take immediate action. I'm so fucking weak.
I don't know. I'm scared even now. I can feel my heart beating fast even if I don't intend to take immediate action. I'm so fucking weak.