une vie grotesque
chronically suicidal
- Mar 6, 2023
- 42
everything feels like a burden. i've started a discord server so my online and irl friends and mutuals could play, talk and watch things together. most of the times i've cried or felt bad this year was because of things related to that server. also, i've ramped up tmy usage of alcohol and cocaine in the last few months. i've stopped going to the library science classes. i just want to go back to being a neet hikikomori honestly. i love my friends but everything hurts all the time. i don't think it'll ever get better.