I've seen someone on here say "I wouldn't wish XYZ on my worst enemy." I disagree with that.

[HeckingHecked]

Disclaimer: nothing in this post applies to anyone on this site. I find you guys to be generally amazing and nice. This is just a vent.

I do wish my pain onto the people around me. With the exception of like three people, I hate everyone because they either ignore me, or torment the shit out of me. I do wish pain on others. Not violent pain, though. Most narcissists can deal with that. No, I want them to feel like they'll never belong in the world, and that their only option ever will be CTB. That's how much I hate them. I wish fake people would just realize that they serve no purpose in the world, and isolate themselves.

 

[healthrecovery]

Google bluelight invega sustenna coming off

You will see true torture...people running around with braindamage from one shot which could be permanent

 

[ddd1234]

Google bluelight invega sustenna coming off

You will see true torture...people running around with braindamage from one shot which could be permanent

Jesus, one shot, and you are done.

 

[healthrecovery]

Yeah i even seen some people that haven't recovered after 3, 5 , 9 years
They use this shit in psysch wards...but also give it to vets with ptsd

Fucking one shot of 150mg and your done
They also released a 6 month shot containing 1500 mg

Some concentration camp shit right there

 

[FuneralCry]

People can be very cruel after all and are capable of ruining our lives. I'm sorry you were treated like that by others. I wish you the best.

 

[ddd1234]

3,5,9 years at least there is hope. For me, there is not, even 99 years will not bring a change. I destroyed my life irreversibly.

 

[healthrecovery]

3,5,9 years at least there is hope. For me, there is not, even 99 years will not bring a change. I destroyed my life irreversibly.

You tried doing a drug binge and visiting some hookers?
Go out with a bang bro..hedonism before ctb

 

[ddd1234]

You tried doing a drug binge and visiting some hookers?
Go out with a bang bro..hedonism before ctb

haha, hookers? Do you know what antidepressants do to your dick? They kill it!

What other hedonism can I apply? Total Adhedonia kills any pleasure you can have.

 

[healthrecovery]

Yeh ive been on SSRI and SNRI...some weed and its back erect
Anti psychotics are way worse

 

[HeckingHecked]

Google bluelight invega sustenna coming off

You will see true torture...people running around with braindamage from one shot which could be permanent

I don't understand

Google bluelight invega sustenna coming off

You will see true torture...people running around with braindamage from one shot which could be permanent

Ah nvm. I understand now. Yeah, It's fucked. I have permanent brain damage from Lithium.

 

[healthrecovery]

Wow didnt knew lithium could fuck you up really bad

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

I've been thinking about the same thing lately, actually. I absolutely would wish the most horrible things on certain people.

Some relevant bits from The Satanic Bible--

Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!

Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!

When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy him.

If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.

 

[stellabelle]

Wow didnt knew lithium could fuck you up really bad

Psych drugs DO fuck people up big time.
Especially overdosing on them.

The shit made me hallucinate.

Some stupid fuck named Paz Pacifico thought that pill popping would suddenly change my mind and make me LIKE a rapist who wouldn't stop beating me up, stealing my money, threatening my peers, isolating me, and forcing me to have unwanted sexual intercourse with him.

The psych system is so FUCKED.
Popping pills WILL NOT make a person LIKE bad people who continue LYING and causing physical, financial, and emotional distress.

I've been thinking about the same thing lately, actually. I absolutely would wish the most horrible things on certain people.

Some relevant bits from The Satanic Bible--

No doubt that those appear to be "more" relevant and logical than allowing people to continue their fucking behavior.

My objection to it is that it does seemingly encourage more harm than good.

 

[HeckingHecked]

Psych drugs DO fuck people up big time.
Especially overdosing on them.

The shit made me hallucinate.

Some stupid fuck named Paz Pacifico thought that pill popping would suddenly change my mind and make me LIKE a rapist who wouldn't stop beating me up, stealing my money, threatening my peers, isolating me, and forcing me to have unwanted sexual intercourse with him.

The psych system is so FUCKED.
Popping pills WILL NOT make a person LIKE bad people who continue LYING and causing physical, financial, and emotional distress.

No doubt that those appear to be "more" relevant and logical than allowing people to continue their fucking behavior.

My objection to it is that it does seemingly encourage more harm than good

Fair point

 

[Insomniac]

Disclaimer: nothing in this post applies to anyone on this site. I find you guys to be generally amazing and nice. This is just a vent.

I do wish my pain onto the people around me. With the exception of like three people, I hate everyone because they either ignore me, or torment the shit out of me. I do wish pain on others. Not violent pain, though. Most narcissists can deal with that. No, I want them to feel like they'll never belong in the world, and that their only option ever will be CTB. That's how much I hate them. I wish fake people would just realize that they serve no purpose in the world, and isolate themselves.

I think you say this because you haven't yet reached the level of pain that makes you not wish it on your worse enemy. It's a heartbreaking state to be in and you cannot bear the thought of anyone going through this.it's not even compassion, it doesn't have anything to do with compassion. I still despise my family but I can't wish them the armes fate as me because It'd be meaningless to live and be alive if someone else is suffering this much. What's the point of being happy and thriving when someone else in this much agony and you can technically help them but you chose not to?

I think most people live vapid life, stuck jn their own meaningless version of reality. Happiness means nothing to me and I no longer look up to happy successful people. they're just not worth my hate.

 

[Grumpy Bear]

Google bluelight invega sustenna coming off

You will see true torture...people running around with braindamage from one shot which could be permanent

Yeah i even seen some people that haven't recovered after 3, 5 , 9 years
They use this shit in psysch wards...but also give it to vets with ptsd

Fucking one shot of 150mg and your done
They also released a 6 month shot containing 1500 mg

Some concentration camp shit right there

Invega the antipsychotic??

And LoL I said "I wouldn't wish xyz on my worst enemy" recently on this site and can't remember what xyz was though.