I’ve relapsed

[l0sing]

I was doing so well.
I had got out and seen friends and done things but tonight it's all gone down hill again and the thoughts are back. I've hurt myself to help the pain which is usually enough for a moments relief but it's not working and the pain won't go even for a second.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm sorry you are in such a dark place again. I wish I knew what to say or suggest to help. It must feel especially bad after things had felt a little better recently. I hope this is temporary for you, the period passes quickly and you are able to get back on your feet again.

 

[Huntfish34]

Im sorry to hear that,. It really and truly fckn sucks. . That sick and toxic cycle known as addiction. Been battling it most of my life,. Relapsing, getting clean, back and forth. Life on life's terms; It's Insane.

I wish you Nothing but the best,. you are Not alone. -

 

[Hope:-)]

I'm sorry to hear that. Sending you love. xxx

 

[FuneralCry]

It does seem as though in a life like this things often just get worse. Existence is extremely cruel and disappointing after all. I hope you find relief from your pain as none of us here should have to endure such suffering.

 

[l0sing]

I'm sorry you are in such a dark place again. I wish I knew what to say or suggest to help. It must feel especially bad after things had felt a little better recently. I hope this is temporary for you, the period passes quickly and you are able to get back on your feet again.

It feels like im starting all over again

Im sorry to hear that,. It really and truly fckn sucks. . That sick and toxic cycle known as addiction. Been battling it most of my life,. Relapsing, getting clean, back and forth. Life on life's terms; It's Insane.

I wish you Nothing but the best,. you are Not alone. -

Thank you

I'm sorry to hear that. Sending you love. xxx

Xxxxx

It does seem as though in a life like this things often just get worse. Existence is extremely cruel and disappointing after all. I hope you find relief from your pain as none of us here should have to endure such suffering.

I just want the pain to stop. It had for a little while but it's back

 

[hexesandcurses]

I was doing so well.
I had got out and seen friends and done things but tonight it's all gone down hill again and the thoughts are back. I've hurt myself to help the pain which is usually enough for a moments relief but it's not working and the pain won't go even for a second.

I'm so sorry, I know that's not much and I wish I could say or do more but please don't hesitate to reach out if you ever want to talk more about everything. I'm always willing to listen. I know moments like these feel like they can last forever and make you feel so alone in the world. I am wishing for some peace for you.

 

[anxiety cat]

I feel your pain. I relapsed two nights ago. Would have been 10 years in November. I feel like such a POS now

 

[LeavingEarly]

I was doing so well.
I had got out and seen friends and done things but tonight it's all gone down hill again and the thoughts are back. I've hurt myself to help the pain which is usually enough for a moments relief but it's not working and the pain won't go even for a second.

Relapsed on what?

I feel your pain. I relapsed two nights ago. Would have been 10 years in November. I feel like such a POS now

Relapsed on what

 

[thebunny]

i get it, you're not alone. i'm sorry that you're in such a state. i relapsed three months ago due to a break up and boy, i am worse than before. there's no coming back up from where i am now. i've accepted my fate and it's whatever at this point. however, i do hope that you still find the light amidst the darkness you're facing. i wish you peace within yourself

 

[l0sing]

I feel your pain. I relapsed two nights ago. Would have been 10 years in November. I feel like such a POS now

I hope you find some solace

i get it, you're not alone. i'm sorry that you're in such a state. i relapsed three months ago due to a break up and boy, i am worse than before. there's no coming back up from where i am now. i've accepted my fate and it's whatever at this point. however, i do hope that you still find the light amidst the darkness you're facing. i wish you peace within yourself

Exactly how I feel. I feel like now I've relapsed there no going back again now

 

[theboy]

I wish you much encouragement and that you manage to recover again

 

[kitch]

I read somewhere that it is good to give ourselves credit for any advances we have made , even if we have slid a little.
I know it's all silly thought games perhaps ... but it might be a tiny grain of comfort to reduce the self accuser ... sometimes it's difficult to forgive ourselves.

 

[l0sing]

I wish you much encouragement and that you manage to recover again

Thank you

I read somewhere that it is good to give ourselves credit for any advances we have made , even if we have slid a little.
I know it's all silly thought games perhaps ... but it might be a tiny grain of comfort to reduce the self accuser ... sometimes it's difficult to forgive ourselves.

This makes sense. I know I can stop it but I also know I can't stop it forever

 

[takemenowpls]

I'm sorry to hear this. Truly. I too have relapsed because life just keeps dropping bombs on me, day after day. I hope you don't hurt yourself too badly and my thoughts are with you to come through ok.

 

[l0sing]

I'm sorry to hear this. Truly. I too have relapsed because life just keeps dropping bombs on me, day after day. I hope you don't hurt yourself too badly and my thoughts are with you to come through ok.

Thank you for your kind words, I too hope you get to be okay again

 

[anxiety cat]

I hope you find some solace

Thank you. Still feeling so crappy about it

 

[l0sing]

Thank you. Still feeling so crappy about it

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