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imonadeadline

imonadeadline

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Aug 15, 2023
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I'm quite surprised that I was actually able to find a source for SN here in the Philippines. I haven't checked it's purity but it's from a legit shop that sells chemicals anyway. As per antitimetics, I'll probably take a huge dose of OTC antivert and a bunch of my antacid pills as I go.

I think I feel relieved. I don't feel too optimistic about my life in the next few months so this will be my peace of mind for now.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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I understand why you'd feel relieved to have a plan to leave this existence, I wish you the best.
 
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uniqueusername39

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Mar 7, 2023
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Oh hey, fellow Filipino here. There were a couple of other SN sources that got shut down from the big S app though. There's only one left as far as I know. I've been wondering if some deaths got linked to them...because if there has, then it's odd there's no news or anything about it. (Not too weird considering suicide is a contagion though.)
 
imonadeadline

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Oh hey, fellow Filipino here. There were a couple of other SN sources that got shut down from the big S app though. There's only one left as far as I know. I've been wondering if some deaths got linked to them...because if there has, then it's odd there's no news or anything about it. (Not too weird considering suicide is a contagion though.)
I found it on the L shop, but I'm noy buying from these sites lol. I don't trust them.
 
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uniqueusername39

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I found it on the L shop, but I'm noy buying from these sites lol. I don't trust them.
you're right not to. idk which shop you're talking about but im glad it gives you comfort to know they exist. i had mine in my cart for a really long while, until one day the listing got deleted. so the second i found another source, i didn't hesitate to get it.
 
imonadeadline

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you're right not to. idk which shop you're talking about but im glad it gives you comfort to know they exist. i had mine in my cart for a really long while, until one day the listing got deleted. so the second i found another source, i didn't hesitate to get it.
How much did it cost you? Have you tested the purity or are you hoping for the best?
 
cyandude

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Nov 4, 2023
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I'll also exit with that method soon. I'm from Brazil and yeah, finding sources is really tough. I managed to find a rather trustworthy one tho, an online store that sells chemical products. I believe the purity was 99%, so I'm very optimistic I'll be able to take the bus soon.
 
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アホペンギン

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Taking a huge dose of something will induce nausea, it is best to keep everything else ingested other than SN at the lowest amount possible.

Good luck with your plans.
 
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How much did it cost you? Have you tested the purity or are you hoping for the best?
short of 500 pesos inclusive of shipping. they sent me an SDS file indicating its purity, CAS no., and so forth. everything feels legit? they're an "industrial chemicals wholesaler" as per the website. i have no plans on testing it. it would be smart if i did
 
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short of 500 pesos inclusive of shipping. they sent me an SDS file indicating its purity, CAS no., and so forth. everything feels legit? they're an "industrial chemicals wholesaler" as per the website. i have no plans on testing it. it would be smart if i did
It would be but seeing as they have done everything standard for what's required for the sale of chemical then I don't see why you should worry too much about it. I got iso certification on the chemical analysis and the purity was 99.5%.
 
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cloudymoon

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Feb 11, 2023
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btw, if i remember correctly otc antiemetics are pointless, because they work on the wrong part of your brain. i also have this issue, because i have no idea how to get prescription anitemetics.
either way, good luck and best wishes.
 
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I'll also exit with that method soon. I'm from Brazil and yeah, finding sources is really tough. I managed to find a rather trustworthy one tho, an online store that sells chemical products. I believe the purity was 99%, so I'm very optimistic I'll be able to take the bus soon.
Can you pm me this site? I'm from Brazil too
 
imonadeadline

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short of 500 pesos inclusive of shipping. they sent me an SDS file indicating its purity, CAS no., and so forth. everything feels legit? they're an "industrial chemicals wholesaler" as per the website. i have no plans on testing it. it would be smart if i did
Question, did you buy this from DKC?
 
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Nov 11, 2023
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I'll be leaving soon. I hope to see you on the other side ♥️
 
CheekyPhobia

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Reasonless, well it stands to reason...
Aug 1, 2022
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btw, if i remember correctly otc antiemetics are pointless, because they work on the wrong part of your brain. i also have this issue, because i have no idea how to get prescription anitemetics.
either way, good luck and best wishes.
You need ones that are dopamine blocker iirc
 
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notevenhere

notevenhere

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Apr 27, 2023
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I'm from the PH, too and I was hoping for anyone who can PM me the website? All the pages from the orange app has been deleted.

The one from D. seems to be sold out. :( I wonder if it'll ever go back in stock.
 
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