Method I've chosen the way

[Darksektori]

I've decided on a way to CTB
Opiates, has always been my preferred route
I've pretty much done every one known to Mankind. Through my research and personal experience CTB like this isn't a bad way to depart, does anyone agree?
I do have the option for another way. Insulin an entire 10ml, vial how about this?

 

[oivoi]

Dear, no, please.

 

[Darksektori]

Why?

 

[shipwreck]

The use of insulin to cause death by diabetic shock is covered in the PPH. Reading this also gives a good description of diabetic shock in general. Using insulin, the method can be peaceful but is very difficult to achieve in practice for reasons described there.

Diabetic shock not caused by insulin (that is, simply caused by low blood sugar levels from not eating) is very unlikely to be fatal.

Here's a recent post on insulin - that's just a sample. If you use the search function you'll find more information.

 

[Darksektori]

Here's a recent post on insulin - that's just a sample. If you use the search function you'll find more information.

If I did an entire vial after a few days of starvation that might work. I really don't deserve a peaceful journey. Life offers no peace why should my CTB be painless?

 

[shipwreck]

If I did an entire vial after a few days of starvation that might work

The operative word here is "might". If you fail (with any method, not just insulin), you could end up with serious health problems, medical bills, being involuntarily committed to a mental health facility, damage relationships with people you're close to, etc. Do you really want to attempt something that has a reputation for being unreliable? This is serious business.

What is your experience with opiates, if you don't mind my asking?

 

[Darksektori]

The operative word here is "might". If you fail (with any method, not just insulin), you could end up with serious health problems, medical bills, being involuntarily committed to a mental health facility, damage relationships with people you're close to, etc. Do you really want to attempt something that has a reputation for being unreliable? This is serious business.

What is your experience with opiates, if you don't mind my asking?

I've taken many different ones over the years for various medical conditions. And OD sounds peaceful you just not off and stop breathing.
I know its serious I also know I dont deserve a peaceful end

The operative word here is "might". If you fail (with any method, not just insulin), you could end up with serious health problems, medical bills, being involuntarily committed to a mental health facility, damage relationships with people you're close to, etc. Do you really want to attempt something that has a reputation for being unreliable? This is serious business.

What is your experience with opiates, if you don't mind my asking?

I already have serious health problems, I've already destroyed relationships I've been in, I have medical bill debt already, and I've already been to a mental health facility. And I've also survived lithium toxicity which caused permanent damage to my nervous system. Least I dont have multiple seizures every day like I used to years ago

 

[shipwreck]

I've taken many different ones over the years for various medical conditions. And OD sounds peaceful you just not off and stop breathing.

Here again the search function is your friend. You'll find discussions about just about every chemical you can imagine. If you do some research, then ask specific questions that demonstrates that you've done your homework, it's more likely that someone knowledgeable will feel it's worthwhile to jump in and respond.

For the record, I'm not knowledgeable about opiates so if you do narrow down your inquiry I'll be curious to see the answers.

 

[Darksektori]

Here again the search function is your friend. You'll find discussions about just about every chemical you can imagine. If you do some research, then ask specific questions that demonstrates that you've done your homework, it's more likely that someone knowledgeable will feel it's worthwhile to jump in and respond.

For the record, I'm not knowledgeable about opiates so if you do narrow down your inquiry I'll be curious to see the answers.

I'll definitely check that out thanks for pointing me in the right direction

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

OD sounds peaceful you just nod off and stop breathing.

Yeah, that's the allure of ODs, but they generally don't work out that way except for N, which is why barbiturates were replaced by safer meds. Of course your decisions are yours, but I'd recommend to do a lot of research before attempting, as even opiate ODs aren't reliable, they seem more reliable for accidental than intentional ODs.

 

[Darksektori]

I'll definitely check that out thanks for pointing me in the right direction

It's not just physical and mental issues I deal with chronic nightmares several times a week (not sleep paralysis) but they tend to be horrible and unpleasant. But yeah anyways

 

[shipwreck]

It's not just physical and mental issues I deal with chronic nightmares several times a week (not sleep paralysis) but they tend to be horrible and unpleasant. But yeah anyways

Sounds like you've had it rough. You're in good humor considering - I enjoyed your posts on the joke thread

 

[Darksektori]

Yeah, that's the allure of ODs, but they generally don't work out that way except for N, which is why barbiturates were replaced by safer meds. Of course your decisions are yours, but I'd recommend to do a lot of research before attempting, as even opiate ODs aren't reliable, they seem more reliable for accidental than intentional ODs.

There's ways to make the OD more effective, lots of Grapefruit juice it slows the metabolism so the drug stays in your system longer.

Sounds like you've had it rough. You're in good humor considering - I enjoyed your posts on the joke thread

I didn't think anyone was reading those

 

[Shoopie]

From my research I don't think opiates by themselves are a viable option. You'd have to inject a huge amount which is difficult without passing out before you have enough in your bloodstream. Opiate deaths are usually the result of mixing them with another CNS depressant

 

[Darksektori]

So in other words I need to get a little creative yes?

 

[Shoopie]

Yes I think so. That and a reliable source of good quality opiates that haven't been cut to hell and back. Opiates were my first choice originally until I did some reading.

 

[Darksektori]

I actually had the perfect opiate but I think it's not made anymore. Opana, Oxymorphone I hate to say it was great the only other substance that ever made me happy was MDMA, that had a more positive experience then every single psych drug I was ever on combined and there were quite a few. Risperdal, Abilify, Seroquel, wellbutrin, paxil, lithium, depakote, bottom line I'm no stranger to drugs obviously. Ive fought addiction and quit cold turkey(withdrawal is a hell I wouldn't even wish upon my enemies) I learned the hard way that drugs if anything only temporarily ease the pain it's a unfortunate trap I'm sure many people have fallen into because these drugs will take control your life completely. Drugs are a temporary band aid honestly

 

[Shoopie]

Yup, I've been there with drugs and agree completely about mdma. There's a reason that the FDA have authorised mdma trials for PTSD sufferers - it works.

 

[Darksektori]

Yup, I've been there with drugs and agree completely about mdma. There's a reason that the FDA have authorised mdma trials for PTSD sufferers - it works.

Yeah I know

 

[Shoopie]

Thinking about it the only bad times I've had with drugs were with prescription stuff. I've tried a lot of drugs and have never had a bad experience with anything classed as 'recreational'. Benzos on the other hand....oh my god. A true hell on earth that crept up on me and bit me hard.

 

[Darksektori]

My life changed as a kid when I was let's just say things happened to me that pretty much destroyed any self esteem I had, not something you want to loose as a child.(not sure what I did to have it happen to me but it must of been something I deserved because im not sure why else it happened, ever Since then I've had a fascination with death as well as inflicting as much pain and suffering on myself as possible because that's been the only reliable companion for me