Honestly my living situation kind of sucks right now. I'm living with roommates and one of them is constantly waking me up at night every single day at 12:00 am because she gets home from work and slams the doors. I usually wake up around 11:00am or at noon. I try to wake up early but I just can't because I feel so tired and fatigued. When I am waking up, I've been having bizarre dreams and have this feeling that not enough oxygen is going to certain parts of my brain. I also have been having chronic migraines, fatigue, and dizziness. I went to the doctor and had multiple ER visits with no results. I honestly feel like someone is deliberately trying to poison me here in my house. I noticed a sweet smell from distilled water I used for my CPAP machine. Water is not supposed to have a smell. I don't feel safe. I feel like I have permanent brain damage. The only thing that seems comforting now is my death. I don't have a job a right now and I barely make rent by doing gig work. I want to move in with my parents but they won't let me. I can't move out right now because I need enough money for a security deposit to rent another room. I just feel like I might need to CTB this year. I'm tired of this sick joke called life.
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