I've been given a golden opportunity to ctb

[Moon Flower]

My s/o is going to a concert in a nearby major city about mid November and we're gonna be staying in a hotel for the night. He's gonna be out for a minimum of 5 hours, possibly up to 9 or 10 cause he's going to a meetup party beforehand. I'm in charge of booking so I'm thinking I'll get a room at a resort so that there's separate bedrooms and I can use one of them and just leave a note on the door so he doesn't have to see my body. I have everything for hanging and everything but the antiemetic for sn but I've got a little time to secure that still, so I'm hoping I'll have options. It feels like the stars just aligned for this because circumstances have addressed every single concern I've had about my ctb (time, my s/o finding a corpse, etc). Wish me luck you guys.

 

[Meretlein]

Smooth sailing. I'm sorry it has come to this for you

 

[Neverod]

Glad to hear that, hope you are able to do what you want!

 

[Haku]

I dont know you that much, but I have been following some your posts, it's sad that it had to come to this for you, but I hope you will be set free from the pain your are going through. So I hope everything goes well in your preparations and hope that you get the peace that you seek. Safe travels

 

[trynacbt]

Sometimes it feels like things are meant to happen. That's definitely how it feels for me...