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wantittoendsoon
Experienced
- Dec 11, 2022
- 251
So I started getting phone calls from my family asking me what the fuck is going on. Apparently someone on the site managed to find my real name(I think either one of the assholes from that video or one of the people I have discussed partnering with) They went to my Facebook page and messaged every friend with my last name and shared my posts.
I simply said that I was indeed suicidal and for good reasons that my family is aware of(Terminal Cancer) Now I am under close scrutiny from everyone. I really am kind of relieved that now they all know and I was able to make the case that I am not depressed and this is a well thought out decision that I intend to follow through with.
They all of course offed help and suggested professional help. I told them that short of finding a cure for cancer and winning the lottery that nothing would change my mind, They one good thing is that instead of hanging out watching football alone today I now have a full house coming over to watch the games...LOL
This did not have the devastating effects it might to someone with a less "obvious" reason for choosing to CTB, I'm sure if it was simply a mental issue they would have had me taken to a psych ward.
So I'll have to deal with the shitstorm when my family arrives this afternoon but I'm just sticking to my decision and being very calm when it inevitably happens.
I'm not leaving the site as I am not ashamed of being a member and think it is a vital resource for those of us of the same mind. I do wish we could better control minors and those of truly limited mental capacity having access but unless we remain anonymous I just don't think people will feel comfortable here.
Has this happened to anyone else?
Whoever you are that did this, you have only caused me problems and not "Saved" me. Fuck You!!!
I simply said that I was indeed suicidal and for good reasons that my family is aware of(Terminal Cancer) Now I am under close scrutiny from everyone. I really am kind of relieved that now they all know and I was able to make the case that I am not depressed and this is a well thought out decision that I intend to follow through with.
They all of course offed help and suggested professional help. I told them that short of finding a cure for cancer and winning the lottery that nothing would change my mind, They one good thing is that instead of hanging out watching football alone today I now have a full house coming over to watch the games...LOL
This did not have the devastating effects it might to someone with a less "obvious" reason for choosing to CTB, I'm sure if it was simply a mental issue they would have had me taken to a psych ward.
So I'll have to deal with the shitstorm when my family arrives this afternoon but I'm just sticking to my decision and being very calm when it inevitably happens.
I'm not leaving the site as I am not ashamed of being a member and think it is a vital resource for those of us of the same mind. I do wish we could better control minors and those of truly limited mental capacity having access but unless we remain anonymous I just don't think people will feel comfortable here.
Has this happened to anyone else?
Whoever you are that did this, you have only caused me problems and not "Saved" me. Fuck You!!!