Suizid
i don't want to be here
- Sep 17, 2025
- 76
People who know how to IV Heroin/Fent have the tools to CTB in the Best possible way in my opinion, next to taking PB. Just drink some beers, chill out, snort a couple of Benzos to eliviate any anxiety and increase the chances of ODing, maybe snort some fent or smoke it on foil just to get high one last time and then just IV a Ton of Fent or Heroin and good night. No pain. It's just perfect.
I initially wanted to swallow a solution of boiled up fentanyl patches because here in germany fent patches are easy to obtain by dealers, powder not so much. But i will most likely vomit anyways.
I have to teach myself how to IV. It's just way more reliable. Even if i vomit, The F is already in my bloodstream. I hate needles but i think it's the only way for me to finally end it all.
Maybe if i offer a junkie money they could Stick the prepared needle with the fent in my vein for me

I initially wanted to swallow a solution of boiled up fentanyl patches because here in germany fent patches are easy to obtain by dealers, powder not so much. But i will most likely vomit anyways.
I have to teach myself how to IV. It's just way more reliable. Even if i vomit, The F is already in my bloodstream. I hate needles but i think it's the only way for me to finally end it all.
Maybe if i offer a junkie money they could Stick the prepared needle with the fent in my vein for me