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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Autophagic Loneliness
Feb 12, 2025
233
Emotional emptiness is a gap that cannot be filled -- except by what you desire. Something irreplaceable and irremediable, without anything else satisfying that need. Don't believe that it disappears naturally with time, but be sure that it ages like wine: year after year its liquor becomes more concentrated. The absence becomes more bitter, although there are some moments of respite, the emptiness always returns to suffocate.

You can adopt conformism so that it hurts less; find a scapegoat to externalize the blame; rage against the world to self-affirm (as I am doing in this post); but the problem still exists.

Life has no value for the average wage earner who does not experience romantic love. When there is no satisfaction in life from other sources besides sex.
 
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IDestroyedKvatch

Member
Mar 11, 2025
6
Ive just accepted I will never ever be loved or cared about by another human being. I still dont want to live that way so I agree, Its still one of the reasons Im going to end it but Ive accepted it as is.
 
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Romantic love is usually temporarily and no person will be able to fill the empty void in you it would be nice if they could though
 
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chunkercat_

silly guy
Mar 12, 2025
19
all i can say is that you're still alive because you have hope that it might happen. it still can yet for me it eats me away because of how long i could have to wait if it happens at all. all we can do is our best to look for somebody, find something else that fills your void, or give up. maybe someday you'll find your wife and look back and realize that you miss chasing your dream. i know im a little hypocritical because i cant help but to yearn for the love and affection of somebody else but i would at least wait and think before attempting anything. im still alive because i still have hope that i will find my future wife. just dont give up because if you do you might pass right by your future wife or husband or whatever you're looking for.
 
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TheSeeker

Member
Mar 1, 2025
29
Emotional emptiness is a gap that cannot be filled -- except by what you desire. Something irreplaceable and irremediable, without anything else satisfying that need. Don't believe that it disappears naturally with time, but be sure that it ages like wine: year after year its liquor becomes more concentrated. The absence becomes more bitter, although there are some moments of respite, the emptiness always returns to suffocate.

You can adopt conformism so that it hurts less; find a scapegoat to externalize the blame; rage against the world to self-affirm (as I am doing in this post); but the problem still exists.

Life has no value for the average wage earner who does not experience romantic love. When there is no satisfaction in life from other sources besides sex.
What is love? How do you define love? If love is something simply that Bald Eagles live by, then it does not truly apply to humans. Humans are a much more complex creature. The majority of us are not truly able to live only through the life-long partnership of a mate. Though it is a good fantasy...
 
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chunkercat_

silly guy
Mar 12, 2025
19
What is love? How do you define love? If love is something simply that Bald Eagles live by, then it does not truly apply to humans. Humans are a much more complex creature. The majority of us are not truly able to live only through the life-long partnership of a mate. Though it is a good fantasy...
love is a man made concept and no there really isnt an exact way to describe it. like one persons feeling of love may feel different from another person. im saying that its something people like me decide its something we really want or need. same as any other thing. you could think of it as no different that watching tv. what is watching tv. well its looking at a screen. why do we enjoy it. well i dont know the dopamine? maybe the lights and colors? its all a rudimentary concept and really isnt real is what im getting at. everything is. we just decide to yearn for it because its what we fell we truly need. something we like. just like a hobby, something we enjoy. something we enjoy so much we cant live without it.
 
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divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
love is a man made concept and no there really isnt an exact way to describe it. like one persons feeling of love may feel different from another person. im saying that its something people like me decide its something we really want or need. same as any other thing. you could think of it as no different that watching tv. what is watching tv. well its looking at a screen. why do we enjoy it. well i dont know the dopamine? maybe the lights and colors? its all a rudimentary concept and really isnt real is what im getting at. everything is. we just decide to yearn for it because its what we fell we truly need. something we like. just like a hobby, something we enjoy. something we enjoy so much we cant live without it.
I think its mostly a chemical reaction to trick people into procreating
 

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