I noticed the most part of this forum (incluided me) shows hate of rejection to the society. And it's not something strange. I write this because I want to see general opinions about this and what society did to you, and maybe if you want, you can do some venting. Well, I will begin.
(WARNING LONG POST)
Personally, society didn't attacked me in a direct way. I hate persons for how they treat others. They doesn't care your feelings or how hard you tried to get ahead. People is selfish, it's the human nature and they don't try to change. It's exactly like society was one million years ago. The strong abusing the weak, and nobody does anything for the others. In the wild nature, at school or at work, it has no matter. We didn't learned anything. Humans are and will ever be the same garbage.
One of the most annoying things of persons is their neccesity of hiding the emotions in every moment. They usually have bad lifes, but they force themselves to put a fake smile and "everything goes nice"... You can't express how bad do you feel because they just don't want to help nobody.
A lot of people here will be identified with this. How many times you tried to get help from someone, you told him/her your depression or your suicidal thoughts and he/she told you are weak, suicide is not an option, how wonderful life is, you are taking the easy way, there is people worse than you, you are a lucky person, you are wasting your only chance to live, you are crazy, blah blah blah...? All this stupid excuses because they think they have the right of deciding if you live for feeling better persons thinking they are helping... They are just ignorant, and they give opinions without enough knowledge of this or any other subject. In special if you are a man this is harmful. If you show your feelings "you are not man enough". Tell me, where your virility drove you? To hide your emotions like rats, knowing you are living a stressful life, victims of your own prejudices and habits and being forced to seem happy. But you aren't it. You are empty and you fucking know it.
Now, let's talk about material selfishness. How people only wants to consume and having more and more and more without neefing it or thinking how their actions will harm others. Of course, they think they are more important that any person... And seeing how some useless and even harmful events got more money than literally almost any underdeveloped country... It simply brokes my heart. Curiously is the poorest people who more apreciates their opportunities and the real value of things. Once I considered joining in a NGO or help other people in some way, but this is another story. I'm now complaining about society, so let's continue.
How their canons hurt themselves but also others. How fat persons, homosexuals and a long etc, are hurt so mercilessly. And how sensitive persons can be so hurted. How they want to trap you and don't let you be yourself. For example, I don't do any exercise and I'm thin (but healthy), I don't have a muscular body and I don't want it, I find myself beautifil, I like how I am, why the fuck can't I be happy with myself???
I won't talk about excessive desire of power, war, murder and somwthing else, this is enough. But now the worst part of all this. This really hurts me. I'm exactly as them. I am as bad as the rest of people. During my life I did decissions I'm not proud, in high school I didn't care to harm weak persons for having some popularity. About ten years ago I was as greedy and stupid as them. I was homophobe, I bullied fat persons, I was very aggresive and you couldn't imagine how ashamed I am of my past. I really want to apologize to everybody I harmed. It feels bad, but I couldn't avoid being like this. Because it was my nature. The human nature that makes us bloodthirsty beast and I was so pathetic for not falling in it. At least now I'm suffering and having my punishment. I deserve this.
Also, sorry for this last paragraph, it may be out of place, but I needed some venting too.
(WARNING LONG POST)
Personally, society didn't attacked me in a direct way. I hate persons for how they treat others. They doesn't care your feelings or how hard you tried to get ahead. People is selfish, it's the human nature and they don't try to change. It's exactly like society was one million years ago. The strong abusing the weak, and nobody does anything for the others. In the wild nature, at school or at work, it has no matter. We didn't learned anything. Humans are and will ever be the same garbage.
One of the most annoying things of persons is their neccesity of hiding the emotions in every moment. They usually have bad lifes, but they force themselves to put a fake smile and "everything goes nice"... You can't express how bad do you feel because they just don't want to help nobody.
A lot of people here will be identified with this. How many times you tried to get help from someone, you told him/her your depression or your suicidal thoughts and he/she told you are weak, suicide is not an option, how wonderful life is, you are taking the easy way, there is people worse than you, you are a lucky person, you are wasting your only chance to live, you are crazy, blah blah blah...? All this stupid excuses because they think they have the right of deciding if you live for feeling better persons thinking they are helping... They are just ignorant, and they give opinions without enough knowledge of this or any other subject. In special if you are a man this is harmful. If you show your feelings "you are not man enough". Tell me, where your virility drove you? To hide your emotions like rats, knowing you are living a stressful life, victims of your own prejudices and habits and being forced to seem happy. But you aren't it. You are empty and you fucking know it.
Now, let's talk about material selfishness. How people only wants to consume and having more and more and more without neefing it or thinking how their actions will harm others. Of course, they think they are more important that any person... And seeing how some useless and even harmful events got more money than literally almost any underdeveloped country... It simply brokes my heart. Curiously is the poorest people who more apreciates their opportunities and the real value of things. Once I considered joining in a NGO or help other people in some way, but this is another story. I'm now complaining about society, so let's continue.
How their canons hurt themselves but also others. How fat persons, homosexuals and a long etc, are hurt so mercilessly. And how sensitive persons can be so hurted. How they want to trap you and don't let you be yourself. For example, I don't do any exercise and I'm thin (but healthy), I don't have a muscular body and I don't want it, I find myself beautifil, I like how I am, why the fuck can't I be happy with myself???
I won't talk about excessive desire of power, war, murder and somwthing else, this is enough. But now the worst part of all this. This really hurts me. I'm exactly as them. I am as bad as the rest of people. During my life I did decissions I'm not proud, in high school I didn't care to harm weak persons for having some popularity. About ten years ago I was as greedy and stupid as them. I was homophobe, I bullied fat persons, I was very aggresive and you couldn't imagine how ashamed I am of my past. I really want to apologize to everybody I harmed. It feels bad, but I couldn't avoid being like this. Because it was my nature. The human nature that makes us bloodthirsty beast and I was so pathetic for not falling in it. At least now I'm suffering and having my punishment. I deserve this.
Also, sorry for this last paragraph, it may be out of place, but I needed some venting too.
