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painofzed

Student
Dec 15, 2021
117
Waking up is pure torture, I was having such a peaceful sleep last night and then the alarm goes off and pulls me back into reality and pain. Why can't I just go to sleep and never wake up :(
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
I certainly understand that,. Right there with you. Fuck this life.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,801
I understand how you feel. It's always so horrible to wake up and realise that I'm still here. It does sound ideal dying in my sleep, if only there was an option to just never wake again. Existing is just so pointless.
 
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thebunny

thebunny

be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
227
i totally get you, dude. sleeping is my only escape from this vile world. how i wish there was an option to sleep forever and live in a sweet, peaceful dream. i hope we find peace within ourselves and within this world soon. i wish you all the best, dear friend đź«‚
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,156
I can see the lure of being a drug addict… Or just taking painkillers constantly…. We could just sleep and sleep…
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
When I wake up, which is several times a day since I nap a lot, very often I am inu the middle of a dream, where ny suibconscious has an idea to try to solve my problems- like the latest was to start a roick band and become a rock star- it's wway too late for that.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,220
Yeah, I love sleeping more than anything. I even don't mind dreams that are strange and don't make much sense. They still seem to make more sense than this horrid world anyway. Sleep is solace. I agree.
 
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gimzero

Student
Aug 15, 2022
148
Me to also i never ser dreams its like brain didnt work at rem phase so i imagine that death will be nothingness also.
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
Waking up is pure torture, I was having such a peaceful sleep last night and then the alarm goes off and pulls me back into reality and pain. Why can't I just go to sleep and never wake up :(
I'm right there with you. I may get a dreamless sleep once or twice a week if I'm lucky. The majority of my nights are filled with back to back ptsd nightmares, multiple sleep paralysis episodes and false awakenings. There's nothing like a night of dreamless sleep. It's the cousin of death.
 
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painofzed

Student
Dec 15, 2021
117
Me to also i never ser dreams its like brain didnt work at rem phase so i imagine that death will be nothingness also.
It's honestly like it's just teasing me, the nothingness I wanted was achieved and then I was ripped from it like being born again.
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
I think we always dream but don't recall them.
 
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tiny_dancer

tiny_dancer

Student
Aug 23, 2022
136
Waking up is pure torture, I was having such a peaceful sleep last night and then the alarm goes off and pulls me back into reality and pain. Why can't I just go to sleep and never wake up :(
I really understand that feeling. Waking up into reality is the absolute worst!
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,942
Waking up is pure torture, I was having such a peaceful sleep last night and then the alarm goes off and pulls me back into reality and pain. Why can't I just go to sleep and never wake up :(
Unfortunately, I remember my dreams each night, frequently quite unpleasant dreams, but still nothing compared to what I wake up to each morning
 

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