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un.exist

un.exist

peace welcomes with a grip of ice
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It's so bad even being around normal people doing their normal things is enough to spiral cuz I can't do shit anymore, so incapable. Failure.

Everyday is a literal question of life or death and these little reminders here and there make me more certain.
 
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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
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It's so bad even being around normal people doing their normal things is enough to spiral cuz I can't do shit anymore, so incapable. Failure.

Everyday is a literal question of life or death and these little reminders here and there make me more certain.
You're not a failure, you're just trying to survive in this cruel world that treats productivity as a measure of personal value when it's not. As long as you get through the day, you aren't incapable. It's really difficult just to stay alive.
 
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You're not a failure, you're just trying to survive in this cruel world that treats productivity as a measure of personal value when it's not. As long as you get through the day, you aren't incapable. It's really difficult just to stay alive.
Yeah it is! It makes sense in a way why it's designed that way, but more and more it's just rigged to make the already wealthy even more so.
 
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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
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Yeah it is! It makes sense in a way why it's designed that way, but more and more it's just rigged to make the already wealthy even more so.
Right? But that's a whole other issue, I hate how the world is
 

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