FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,889
It's really insulting and it disgusts me how people do this, there's nothing beautiful about having the ability to exist as a conscious being who is capable of suffering to the most extreme amounts. Existence truly is the most hellish imposition that was so cruelly forced on us by selfish pro-natalists, it's so horrific how they force life here even know existence truly does cause nothing but harm, only eternal nothingness is beautiful to me, there's no beauty in existing and no matter what I'd prefer to not exist.
Existing truly is just meaningless suffering and I don't want to suffer in any way, I just wish to be permanently unconscious, existence itself is the true problem and it's so tragic how life even exists at all to me.
I wish I could have the option to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep but what would be truly ideal is to have the option to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all.
The amount of suffering in this hellish reality truly is beyond comprehension, there's no beauty in how existing beings are tormented every second just to die in agony, it's so disturbing how one can potentially suffer so much yet not die. Existence truly is an abomination, ceasing to exist is preferable to being enslaved in this undesirable, harmful existence for decades on end just to be tortured by old age and die anyway.
Existing truly is just meaningless suffering and I don't want to suffer in any way, I just wish to be permanently unconscious, existence itself is the true problem and it's so tragic how life even exists at all to me.
I wish I could have the option to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep but what would be truly ideal is to have the option to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all.
The amount of suffering in this hellish reality truly is beyond comprehension, there's no beauty in how existing beings are tormented every second just to die in agony, it's so disturbing how one can potentially suffer so much yet not die. Existence truly is an abomination, ceasing to exist is preferable to being enslaved in this undesirable, harmful existence for decades on end just to be tortured by old age and die anyway.