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der golem
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- Oct 11, 2021
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I have 2 ways available. Hanging (I prefer full suspension) and jumping off the roof. In my opinion, jumping from the roof is better. I would like to shoot myself or poison myself, but this is not available in my country. Jumping under a train, I think, is a bad way. If I fail, I will have problems with the police. I do not consider Exit bag, because it is morally difficult, even if it is absolutely painless, so only these 2 ways. The last time I went to a tall apartment building to jump off, there was a lot of snow in the attic under the window facing the landing, so I can survive if I fall into it. Now the snow has melted, I will also buy an apartment on the 16th floor for one day to relax, since the window from which I used to want to jump is on the landing and I feel uncomfortable there, I can't tune in, besides, when I stand on the windowsill, a person can come into the door next to me, then I will get in. I hope I can end the suffering this time. Wish me luck and advice if you have any.
Sorry for the mistakes. I live in Russia and use a translator
Sorry for the mistakes. I live in Russia and use a translator