FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,920
It's so horrifying how Nembutal isn't available despite all the suffering existing causes and brings, it disgusts me how it's a privilege only reserved for animals but not humans. It's just hellish to me how existence was so harmfully imposed in the first place yet we cannot just choose to eternally cease existing in peace, the option of a peaceful death should be there at all times to find permanent safety from suffering.
A peaceful suicide would be the most ideal and beautiful escape from all future harms in this undesirable existence, I see so much beauty in eternally ceasing to exist where all is forgotten about.
It comforts me to think of existence no longer being my problem and instead there is just the eternity of nothingness, it will always be something so terrible to be conscious and aware of this reality which is why it's tragic how Nembutal is inaccessible, to have the ability to exist is something so burdensome. It's evil how humans wish to trap us in this cruel and futile existence until death erases everything anyway.
A peaceful suicide would be the most ideal and beautiful escape from all future harms in this undesirable existence, I see so much beauty in eternally ceasing to exist where all is forgotten about.
It comforts me to think of existence no longer being my problem and instead there is just the eternity of nothingness, it will always be something so terrible to be conscious and aware of this reality which is why it's tragic how Nembutal is inaccessible, to have the ability to exist is something so burdensome. It's evil how humans wish to trap us in this cruel and futile existence until death erases everything anyway.