18andlife

18andlife

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I'm posting this because I feel like I HAVE to tell someone but I can't tell anyone in my life.
My sn came in the mail today!!!!! I am unbelievably excited. Now just have to wait for the perfect moment so I'm not found and "saved". It's finally here. It's in my hands. I have never felt like I have more control of my life until today. Thank you to the creators of this site and everyone of you that keep it going. You are amazing.
 
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angie

angie

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I'm posting this because I feel like I HAVE to tell someone but I can't tell anyone in my life.
My sn came in the mail today!!!!! I am unbelievably excited. Now just have to wait for the perfect moment so I'm not found and "saved". It's finally here. It's in my hands. I have never felt like I have more control of my life until today. Thank you to the creators of this site and everyone of you that keep it going. You are amazing.
That was quick when did you order it ? as i noticed on sunday you just joined and said you would be ordering it soon
.? so thats been very quick if you have it already
 
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MsMaudlin

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This is the fierce last stand of all I am
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It's so exciting to actually have it!
 
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jimbob1000

jimbob1000

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got mine yesterday, it is a good feeling, but when it came to taking it this morning , i got really afraid, so its on hold for the moment,
 
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Forever Wandering

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Great, but according to the newest version of the Peaceful Pill handbook they say SN is best taken with Propranolol. If you can get it that would be best.
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
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Glad to hear it. Establishing some control sure sounds very relieving.
 
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faust

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Great, but according to the newest version of the Peaceful Pill handbook they say SN is best taken with Propranolol. If you can get it that would be best.
Yes, propranolol might be helpful but not in such a huge amount as recommended in PePH. It is a propranolol overdose + SN poisoning then.
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
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@18andlife @jimbob1000

There's no rush to ctb, hopefully now you have your exit strategy you may be able to fight the demons and find a solution to your problems, if you can't, I wish you all the best and I hope you find the peace you have been searching for.

Best wishes

Geo
 
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18andlife

18andlife

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That was quick when did you order it ? as i noticed on sunday you just joined and said you would be ordering it soon
.? so thats been very quick if you have it already

it was supposed to be a week shipping but it came three days early
That was quick when did you order it ? as i noticed on sunday you just joined and said you would be ordering it soon
.? so thats been very quick if you have it already

only took three days to arrive :D
Great, but according to the newest version of the Peaceful Pill handbook they say SN is best taken with Propranolol. If you can get it that would be best.
I'll try to get a script for it, but it won't be easy as my hearts fine.
 
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