Discussion It's going to be my last day:)

[kosmischerunfall]

Ahhh man, never thought it would happen, but today is my last day and later I will kill myself in a tent with night night or helium.

Today I wanna try alcohol for the first time and get drunk! I want to try so many different things, maybe you could recommend me some:)

Also will play with my sister for the last time, scared of it but when I stay here it hurts much more.

Will do the preparations after I did everything here.

Feel so good, because I gave some things back, confessed my feelings..

Sorry that the text is so messy, will do a proper goodbye later:D

 

[Ads]

Best Wishes!! May you get freed from Earth!!

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

Just a small advice, if u have never tried alcohol, chances are you are going to get sick and impaired for anything that comes later. Take it easy, 2 or 3 beers will suffice.

I hope everything go as planned. May u rest forever

 

[LighthouseHermit]

Good luck, and I hope you find peace

 

[58Alice85]

Have fun!

 

[mychois]

I wish everything goes as you wish.

 

[decayingdoll]

hey, me too :) please take care of yourself ! you deserve peace in your final moments
i hope we meet in heaven <3

 

[TBONTB]

This is unusual for me, but I'd just like to pop in and say, I hope you stay longer. My gut just has this feeling there's more for you. Enjoy your sister, have a beer. And just consider if you want to stay around for another little while.

 

[ctgirl93]

Hope you find the peace you are looking for :)

 

[stardewwindceres]

I just opened my computer and sasu was the first opened website tab and this was the first thing I clicked on and it made me start to think of things too. Let's see...

Is there any type of food you've never tried that you want to that you could order? Or even if not, think of something realllly good as like a last meal kind of thing?
Any movie you've been wanted to see? Or any type of entertainment thing?
An activity you've always wanted to do (something you actually could do in a day) but have never gotten around to doing?
hmmm...I don't know where you live, it may be boring as hell, but if you have the time, is there a place near where you live that might be interesting to go to? For example, I live in a shithole town (if you can even call it that), but I maybe would spend the time to go into the city to the zoo or natural history museum because I used to like that kind of thing.
Is there something you used to love doing, but you've lost interest in because of how shitty you've been feeling, but maybe doing it could be like a nostalgia thing? Or it could just be a fun thing to do on your last day, nostalgic or not.
Is there anything you used to like doing before life got so awful that you could do today that might be fun?
I don't know what your hobbies are or what you like to do for fun, but make sure you have as much fun as possible today.

I've always thought your last day on Earth (anyones' last day) would be the most freeing day ever. You can tell anyone anything you want, good or bad, do anything you want, good or bad. I mean think of one of the most awful things you can do. As long as you are discreet about it, it doesn't matter because you'll be dead by the end of that day. I just mean this as an example of how FREEING yours, anyones' last day of Earth is. Of course, you can also do the best things on your last day. Like if you had a lot of money, you're not going to use it ever again, so you could give to the poorest people and completely change their lives. Ha sorry, got off track a bit there. But you get the idea, I hope.

Anyway, I wish you luck. I hope you find the peace you are looking for and the peace you need. And I hope you have the best last day!

 

[mychois]

This is unusual for me, but I'd just like to pop in and say, I hope you stay longer. My gut just has this feeling there's more for you. Enjoy your sister, have a beer. And just consider if you want to stay around for another little while.

Sounds it's worth to try.

 

[darksouls]

I am so sorry that life has brought you to this point

 

[kosmischerunfall]

hey, me too :) please take care of yourself ! you deserve peace in your final moments
i hope we meet in heaven <3

I wish you a good ride:)
How will you ctb if you don't mind me asking:)?

I wish you a good ride:)
How will you ctb if you don't mind me asking:)?

yessssss, let's meet in heaven and have a picnic

 

[dissociation]

I'm sorry you're leaving, but I understand. I wish you peace.

 

[EmptyBottle]

(sorry for ghost quote earlier)

wow, the first option was smth I tried (tho I skipped steps and it was more of a tight scarf, I think I learnt all the steps tho don't feel like CTB'ing... so that is that)

Helium was smth I kinda daydreamed about when reading the 5 Last Acts / PPH.

Either way... if unsure, you can always defer.

I wish you a good ride:)
How will you ctb if you don't mind me asking:)?

yessssss, let's meet in heaven and have a picnic

night night and helium according to post... probably first trying night night, and helium is there as backup.

 

[honorando]

I am happy for you!

 

[decayingdoll]

I wish you a good ride:)
How will you ctb if you don't mind me asking:)?

yessssss, let's meet in heaven and have a picnic

yes omgg i hope we have a nice picnic ><
i'll be taking SN with meto tomorrow :) wish you a painless and peaceful ride

 

[MissAbyss]

️ Wishing you eternal peace ️

 

[moonmuse]

peace be on u friend i will join u guys too

 

[karenin]

Don't know what to say.

I'm worried but also happy for you.

Please be careful and prepare well.

Enjoy your beer, and maybe have some pierogi!

I wish you peaceful and painless departure.

 

[ThatGuyOverThere]

Lucky, Good for you, Hope you get that eternal peace we all strive for.

Good luck!