It's been a minute, but I bear good news

[Blue LIPS]

Ended up involuntary committed lately but the doctor gave me medication and a diagnosis I hadn't really thought of before. Normally my head is a hurricane of thoughts and play by plays in life. Delusional thoughts, capable of certain powers and intense HI/SI etc. I'd get weird obsessions with dangerous shit too. Like being so curious while fueling I've almost lit the pump just to see. Have to literally walk away because "I just gotta know". It's weird.

This Haloperidol injection has given me almost instant relief and I'm not afraid to leave the house anymore and I'm kind of a bit back "to my old self". I've heard a lot of bad things about Haldol but it's the only one that clears my head like a benzo does. Risperidone, Abilify, Seroquel, Buspar etc all sucked.

 

[epic]

Great news. I hope things keep getting better for you.

 

[Zelonis]

That's great news! If anything changes, even slightly, you should tell your doctor. I hope you can continue to better yourself.

 

[Blue LIPS]

Great news. I hope things keep getting better for you.

I like that I'm hopeful as literally life was all gloom, impending doom, targeted individual, conspiracy theorist maniac etc. Now I can kinda giggle and be like goddamn what the fuck was going on lmao. Let's see what I can do now that I can actually think and function.

That's great news! If anything changes, even slightly, you should tell your doctor. I hope you can continue to better yourself.

Oh yeah I was very adamant on receiving a consistent and constant doctor this time around. I go through VA Healthcare so I've had more doctors than people I've slept with lol it's both a high number lol. If I can get that and actually have someone examine me, even a sleep study, I think I can get some things "fixed".

 

[Hollowman]

Hopefully your brain doesn't get too damaged good luck.