For some reason tonight is bad. I've been depressed all day, my wife called me in the middle of a meeting to yell at me about the vacuum cleaner not being empty. I got nothing done at work, am being audited by the CRA, and feel incredibly lonely. Once I got home, my wife yelled at me because I had nothing to say (not surprising after getting yelled at all day), and then just yelled at me that I didn't say a nice good night to her. I'm in the basement, and thinking about how to kill myself. I say it out loud, loudly, but no one hears. Or cares.
I stopped wearing a seatbelt in the car years ago, won't go see a doctor about a persistent cough, and just want to passively die. But tonight I feel more active.
Even my daughter coming home this weekend isn't enough to keep me from thinking about this. She already canceled on weekend, and has cancelled one day this weekend. There's no reason to stick around.
I stopped wearing a seatbelt in the car years ago, won't go see a doctor about a persistent cough, and just want to passively die. But tonight I feel more active.
Even my daughter coming home this weekend isn't enough to keep me from thinking about this. She already canceled on weekend, and has cancelled one day this weekend. There's no reason to stick around.
