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nevergoodenough91
Really trying to discover what is going on
- Jun 20, 2023
- 74
My life has been stolen from me from the beginning
If i buy an uber or something to a high ass place and jump off will it kill? How how high does it need to be? I dont care at all anymore im abandoning everything BYE
BYE ![Waving hand :wave: 👋](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f44b.png)
should i buy fent or sn? How do i even get that ive never bought drugs
Also why the FUCK are suicide chats basically just chat gpt I cant tell the fucking difference
Therapy is a HUGE fucking scam and joke theres no hope!
depression if you think thats youre problem now oh boy its not. Trying to undo years of conditioning and thoughts that created your mental state with some bullshit "did you try going for a run?" Wtf you know those kids you met in school that got pushed over constantly and wasnt a person basically a shell? Like why doesnt this person wake up? That was me and i didnt realize it and now after seeing the entire ocean of fucked up that I am I am done fuck this. Im going back to eternal death who fucking cares. IM SO HAPPY MY DAD SEXUALLY ABUSED ME YESSS IM SO HAPPY IM SO HAPPY THE SUICIDE CHAT DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING AFTER I SAID IT THEY SAID "WHATS A SELF CARE THING YOU CAN DO" ![Grinning face :grinning: 😀](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f600.png)
I actually hope the police come and watch me jump ill give them a speech it might be kinda interesting itll be the last thing i do that has any genuine emotion in it just to show what everyone has done to me the withered nothing of a human that was supposed to be
i was supposed to have a normal life but ehh i guess thats the way it goes your parents abuse you and take away youre life force and rape your mind
If i buy an uber or something to a high ass place and jump off will it kill? How how high does it need to be? I dont care at all anymore im abandoning everything BYE
![Waving hand :wave: 👋](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f44b.png)
![Waving hand :wave: 👋](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f44b.png)
![Face with tears of joy :joy: 😂](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f602.png)
Also why the FUCK are suicide chats basically just chat gpt I cant tell the fucking difference
Therapy is a HUGE fucking scam and joke theres no hope!
![Face with tears of joy :joy: 😂](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f602.png)
![Grinning face :grinning: 😀](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f600.png)
I actually hope the police come and watch me jump ill give them a speech it might be kinda interesting itll be the last thing i do that has any genuine emotion in it just to show what everyone has done to me the withered nothing of a human that was supposed to be
i was supposed to have a normal life but ehh i guess thats the way it goes your parents abuse you and take away youre life force and rape your mind
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