Its a nice day to die

[Some place nice]

I am on a app called vent, right? Its where I know the guy I like. I was looking through his vents bc I wanted to know more about him before I got on the bus laster on. I think I accidentally liked one of his posts from 2 months ago. I just want to dissolve into nothingness. I wont have to live through the embarrassment of him finding out at least. I feel like he would be weirded out if I told him that I wanted to know more about him. I'm so embarrassed.