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Idideverythingwrong

Idideverythingwrong

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Dec 2, 2024
42
Did you realize how bad this world is? Today I find myself deeply exhausted as to how urgently I need ctb. While there are SERIAL MURDERERS who are executed with lethal injection, how unfair is this world. people who have not harmed anyone have to break their heads thinking about a method that will make them suffer like in hell and even have to invest a lot of money in it. while on the other side you have a rapist/murderer sleeping in a bed like a baby.
It is totally useless, euthanasia should be legal, safe and free for anyone regardless of their condition.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,703
I want to die while under the general anaesthesia. That would be the best death possible IMO.
 
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atrophy

atrophy

I’m tired of squinting
Jan 4, 2025
42
I want to die while under the general anaesthesia. That would be the best death possible IMO.
When I was under anesthesia, that was the most peaceful I have been in a long time. I didn't know when I drifted into the state of unconsciousness and I did so without any pain.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,836
It really is such a horrific world where the option to die painlessly is denied with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what even know this existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for was so tragically imposed. I always suffer so much from being enslaved in this existence, the fact that I cannot just have a death like never waking again to escape from the cruel, futile burden of existing as a human with no risks of trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse torture is just so painful, I'd never wish to be conscious in this reality where there is all this endless suffering and agony, to me existence will always be an abomination and it's one that only non-existence can bring me peace from.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,708
I know right, it's so fucking backwards. The extreme criminals get access to the peaceful pill but those who want it aren't allowed to have it. It's so fucked and this makes me think that society really needs to change their perception about death. Right now kids are being indoctrinated to believe that death is the worst harm ever and that we should fight, be resilient and never give up no matter what. In reality though, there is no harm in giving up and admitting that you don't want to continue with life anymore as, at the end of the day, we all have to die anyway so why prolong it if they don't want to prolong it? Additionally, death isn't a harm to the being who is dead so, once again, what's the harm done in somebody taking a peaceful exit from existence? It's so baffling to me and I hate at how there are so many obstacles and hardship in dying due to people's stupid notions about life and death but, alas, I just gotta push all of that aside to ctb successfully
 
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Idideverythingwrong

Idideverythingwrong

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Dec 2, 2024
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I know right, it's so fucking backwards. The extreme criminals get access to the peaceful pill but those who want it aren't allowed to have it. It's so fucked and this makes me think that society really needs to change their perception about death. Right now kids are being indoctrinated to believe that death is the worst harm ever and that we should fight, be resilient and never give up no matter what. In reality though, there is no harm in giving up and admitting that you don't want to continue with life anymore as, at the end of the day, we all have to die anyway so why prolong it if they don't want to prolong it? Additionally, death isn't a harm to the being who is dead so, once again, what's the harm done in somebody taking a peaceful exit from existence? It's so baffling to me and I hate at how there are so many obstacles and hardship in dying due to people's stupid notions about life and death but, alas, I just gotta push all of that aside to ctb successfully
Exactly, death is not a harm to the one who is dead. so I don't understand it, maybe most people cling to their religions/beliefs and that's why they see death in a different way. I don't judge what they think, but the universe explains well what it means to die
 
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human909

human909

I just want peace
Dec 30, 2024
283
Yeah, it is unfair but murders usually don't want to die. Still they let them die and they don't let us who is suicidal and suffering from complete pain? why? i agree this is so unfair.
 

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