ikadasui
Arcanist
- May 29, 2018
- 466
You know everyone is just pittying you. You know you're fucking up and way too slow at everything, but there is nothing you can do to fix it. I can spend hours studying something and it doesn't sink when someone else can be up to par within minutes. It's always been this way since I was little and it's agonizing. So fucking dreadful there really isn't words to do it justice, knowing you're competent enough to see your own ineptitude, yet powerless to do anything to stop it.