waking up in the morning is absolutely the worst. It's a feeling of complete and utterly horror. The pain gets so intense and that's when I get the impulse of taking any medications I have on hand.
I guess it's the worst time because i forget the horror that my life has become, then reality hits and in my case o would just stay in bed not get up at all but since I live with my mother, who is worried about me and hurts when she sees that I don't do anything so I have to make the unbelievable effort to go sit with her in the morning and having lunch with her, trying so hard to disguise my pain, which is incredibly hard to do.
Guys I'm dying to put an end to this I can't take anymore, I'm suffering unimaginable pain.
I wish we could all put our heads together and come up with plan to end our lives today.