It Seems Impossible for me to Get Good Grades in This Class and It's Making me Suicidal

[OutOfThisBody]

So I have been having trouble in this one class of mine. The last two essays I did I had low grades, but I turned them both in late so that's understandable. However, my most recent essay I turned in on time and thought I did really good, and I got a 60% because I referenced a character in the play I was writing about by name, when they weren't given a name in the play, so I had to cite another source where they were. Because of that I was given a 60

I just feel so hopeless about it because I don't want to fail the class but whatever I turn in the prof grades like its dogshit. I'm tired of fucking trying if every single time I'm gonna get a grade below 70.

 

[RadiantNumber]

Don't be bothered by it, be yourself, not the person they wan you to be

 

[StrugglingSienna]

Please do not kill yourself over a single class. I'm not a pro-lifer by any means but that would be pretty tragic.

 

[OutOfThisBody]

Please do not kill yourself over a single class. I'm not a pro-lifer by any means but that would be pretty tragic.

I don't mean just the class is the problem, but it seems impossible for me to succeed and this is just part of it. I have applied to so many part time jobs and none of them have hired me, I have no skills and it seems like I can't succeed no matter what I'm trying to do.

 

[Freebandzgang]

I understand you. I have horrible grades. I dont mind the grade part of it, more the social aspect when i have to tell my parents or my friends constantly talking about it. I cant take that shit, i have no motivation at all to do any work, even if i tried my absolute hardest. Ive given up on life atp, Its too much for me to handle.