It kills me when I manage to feel a little bit better and then get back to square 1 or even worse in just a sec…

[venin]

Major Depression is just the worst thing you can experience on earth.

 

[Tulip<3]

I don't have major depressive disorder but I can do relate to this, I'm finding that when my mood goes up a little bit, when it crashes again it's bloody awful. Worst feeling ever. I'm sorry you are dealing with this

 

[venin]

It's just my bonus then

I'm sorry too…

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence really is too cruel, it's cruel how people suffer so much all through no fault of their own, it must be so dreadful what you have to endure.

 

[venin]

Existence really is too cruel, it's cruel how people suffer so much all through no fault of their own, it must be so dreadful what you have to endure.

Ty for your empathy

I think that's the cruelest part: knowing you don't deserve it. At all.

 

[butterfly3]

literally just happened to me today :( I was trying to feel grateful and uplift myself then something bad happened as usual and now I'm back at where I was before

 

[venin]

literally just happened to me today :( I was trying to feel grateful and uplift myself then something bad happened as usual and now I'm back at where I was before

I'm sorry… that must've been discouraging