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[rottenandabused]

I'm writing this a bit drunk sorry. I read somewhere here that SI can be broken by drugs ..
Thing is, apparently alcohol hits stronger when you're on antidepressants. I was drinking whiskey, and this is the first time I've drank anything like this at all.
I relapsed and self harmed again, and oh gee my hand went too fast and i sliced my thigh. A clean cut, and it's bleeding a lot. I usually never go this deep (its barely over the dermis layer), so this definitely is from the alcohol in my system.

I know bleeding out is not successful, but maybe its nice knowing the "formula" i have for Breaking SI

 

[bipolar22]

Found alcohol helps with anxiety of it but not much with SI. I'm was a boozehead and alcohol makes me just too euphoric to even wanna end it even though my life was just not worth it.
Benzodiazepine reduce anxiety much more effective for me without giving me a euphoric high that wants me to just drink more instead of cbt.
Had few attempts on benzos and there was no hesitation with booze though I get too emotional and even completely wasted some anxiety was there and it makes me super clumsy which isn't ideal also.
Anyway good luck to you

 

[RadiantNumber]

I know this isn't reaponsible but I take antidepresant, tranqulizer (Egzysta) and once or twoce I drink to this and I was more drunk than normal

 

[rottenandabused]

Found alcohol helps with anxiety of it but not much with SI. I'm was a boozehead and alcohol makes me just too euphoric to even wanna end it even though my life was just not worth it.
Benzodiazepine reduce anxiety much more effective for me without giving me a euphoric high that wants me to just drink more instead of cbt.
Had few attempts on benzos and there was no hesitation with booze though I get too emotional and even completely wasted some anxiety was there and it makes me super clumsy which isn't ideal also.
Anyway good luck to you

Maybe I felt like I broke my SI because I felt some kind of way when I was drunk. Like I really could do it. But that night it was just drinks 4 fun, so I didn't attempt or anything.