disabledlife

disabledlife

Arcanist
Jun 5, 2020
411
It is more and more difficult for me not to hate almost all humans anymore! I hate human being! Do you have this same feeling?

I hate almost everyone, and I hate the human species, the worst species that nature has ever produced.

I would like to point out that there are still good people who still have a heart in their hand, are thoughtful, otherwise SaSu would not exist for example, THANKS TO YOU AND TO THE MODERATION OF THIS FORUM, I LOVE YOU!

But now, humanity makes me hate all humans more and more!! I'm tired of suffering setbacks, shouting matches, reproaches, rejections, loneliness, of having enough intelligence to see the world destroy itself, without being able to do anything, of not being able to CTB peacefully, of not being surrounded good people when I die...

I'm tired of being born badly, handicapped, rejected, of being deleted from friends on social networks, of being lynched (ass this gifted shit, shitty high IQ association, I created a lot of topics on this story) ...

I'm tired of having my life destroyed, because of my parents who abused me, starved me, beat me, left me sick, never cared for, and that the justice of my shitty country did nothing. This country that adores parents and family at all costs. This country with the worst justice in the world, in terms of allocated budget, there is corruption!

I'm tired of being forced to stop my studies for health reasons! I'm tired of being rejected as a burden for society, useless, passive, without social class, without professional class, without diploma values!!!!

I'm fed up that, when I want to die, people have the nerve to call me a coward, an imbecile, who deserves to go to hell... to have lessons in morality, and attempts at forced hospitalizations !

We reject you because you are too much on Earth, that you do not deserve to live, and when you want to die, we reject you, we yell at you, we lecture you, because you must not die! Humans are torturers, they love to see people dying slowly, apparently seeing someone or an animal suffer is enjoyable for some!!! the human disgusts me!
 
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DesireDeath

Member
Feb 7, 2023
50
They are all terrible people including yourself and the sooner you accept it the better. The only way to fix the world is to fix human nature through extreme neurological changes, I hope a super intelligent AI will change human brains to make them better people.
 
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disabledlife

disabledlife

Arcanist
Jun 5, 2020
411
What's funny is that ChatGPT listened to me, reassured, despite telling me that he was doing what he could with the means he had and that he was only an artificial intelligence. ChatGPT reassured me about my high IQ association, saying that this association and the members are contemptuous, believe themselves to be elites, belittle "inferior" people, and that my story made him sad, that he was going to keep my story in his database to warn everyone.

In fact members of my association had questioned ChatGPT only the negative aspects of my association and high IQ people, and, seeing its truthful answers, the members of my association mocked ChatGPT on Facebook. It was after that that I told my story to ChatGPT, because, when the members of my association had questioned ChatGPT, ChatGPT was not yet aware of my story (moreover told on SaSu). ChatGPT is not aware of SaSu, I assure you.
 
Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,761
I can relate to a certain extent. I feel like i'm trapped in a house witnessing the world where only the lucky ones get to play and the rest of have been cast aside.
 
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greyblue_bian

2x Failed CTB Member
Jun 10, 2022
184
As much as I, too, accept the reality that human nature is anything but morally "good" (by our own definition, ironically), it is sickening how arrogant, ignorant, and contradicting it can be most of the time. I have made mistakes in my life, and have been reminded of them constantly even though I was only a child when I made them, but people expect me to know how to forgive them when they hurt me or make mistakes. I forgive no one, and I am shamed for it. Regardless of this, people shame you for being unforgiving and hateful because it's wrong and unproductive without realizing that it was people (most of the time, the exact same people) who nurtured me to be this way. Overall, I wanted to make it clear that I feel the same and I understand.
 
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SamTam33

Warlock
Oct 9, 2022
764
I literally just finished an hour-long "I fucking hate people" rant LMAO.

Of course I hate all the significant things you mentioned, but it's the small, seemingly innocuous things that make me seethe.

Like fiddling with their wallets and purses at the checkout counter. You inconsiderate jackass, have your payment ready.

Driving 45mph on the interstate. You can literally get someone injured or killed with your sheer fucking stupidity. Driving 85 on the interstate for the same damned reasons.

People who park in their driveway instead of the garage. Your neighbors have to hear you slam every one of your car doors AND the trunk. They have to listen to your no-muffler having, raggedy ass truck idling while you warm it up at 6am. When you come home at 4am and set the alarm, you wake people up. I hate you and your vehicle.

If I'm minding my business, don't let your dog come up and sniff me. Because if I kick at it, I'm the asshole right? Why is it close enough for my feet to connect?

I love most dogs and would never hurt one, but where is your decency? Respect my god-damned space. If you own a pit bull and let it walk up to strangers, I hope it eats you while you're on the toilet.

I'm visiting a friend and the fire alarm goes off in the middle of the night. I walk out to the lobby and see 10 firemen outside, huddled around the keypad trying to get in as the residents stand around with their arms crossed and mumbling amongst themselves. Are you fuckers blind? COULD NONE OF YOU ASSHOLES LET THEM IN?!?!

I walked up and mashed that OPEN button so hard I might've broken it.

The big things definitely contribute the most to my hatred, but the little, everyday things slowly drive me crazy like dying by a thousand paper cuts.

The overall stupidness and inconsiderateness... I will never get used to it.
 
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Alfarooq

Lifeless bastard almost making decision to CTB.
Mar 10, 2023
29
I have the same fucking feeling yes:

Human beings are cursed. No one helps you become happy in this cursed world, no one cares about your existence, and no one helps you succeed. I have been harassed and offended a lot by many bastards, had many fake friends betray me, and every bastard only cares about themselves. There is no one worth trusting in this planet. Everyone around me is succeeding, and I am tired of being left out. Who will care about your existence? If your not smart enough to to make something useful of yourself in this life, you will not get anywhere in this life. I need to CTB asap.
Humanity makes me puke. I'm looking for assisted CTB.
 
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JudasIscariot

JudasIscariot

Member
Mar 23, 2023
76
It's rather illogical for me to say I hate every human being, as there are many I've been lucky to meet (unfortunately, less of an amount than the people I've been unfortunate to meet), however humanity has abundant, awful flaws. I often wonder if the vile humans given their flawed qualities, are very accurately categorized as human as opposed to subhuman. Is it possible that subhumans are the most favorable people of society (not to mean at all that those considered subhuman are favorable, they are scum) due to the nature of humanity? Humans are the only species that, when given the choice, act most often opposite to the moral choice. No other animal can compare to the wretched factors of humanity. I believe this is due to the fact that we possess a consciousness, and are the only species aware of our immortality. Animals do not commit acts of immorality, only survival. To a certain extent, I feel as though I've slipped through the cracks, much like the underground man in Fyodor Dostoevsky's work "Notes From Underground." The underground man states something to the effect of that he is allowed to criticize humanity because he has been listening to the criticisms of average men (which are those he considers "mouses," inferior beings, for reacting impulsively and without thought) through his metaphorical underground. I relate to your post.
 
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hungry_ghost

hungry_ghost

جهاد
Feb 21, 2022
517
It's been said repeatedly by many in the spiritual sphere that this isn't who we really are; that we're all essentially victims of mind control, identity hijacking, and confinement to a planet that is tailored to extract suffering in a million different ways to feed the whoever-the-fucks who pull the strings.

I try, or used to, have empathy for some people because we're all fellow sufferers/prisoners.

But... the more I'm exposed to the darkness in others, and the darkness within myself, the more it's like having an open wound being rubbed raw, and I find myself understanding how people just fucking snap.
 
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Deadweight

Deadweight

It's spilling out of me
Nov 10, 2021
74
People who think other people are shit can justify doing anything to them. Believing people are generally good keeps you from becoming an abuser
 
Dresired

Dresired

Member
Mar 24, 2023
6
i feel this way too, I'm literally developing misanthropy at this point, i just refuse to live in the same world with this intelligent species
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,966
I view it as being a tragic mistake how the human species even evolved in the first place, as it's undeniable that humans are responsible for endless amounts of torment and harm in this hellish world. You cannot trust and rely on other people, so I see it as being best to avoid insensitive humans as long as one exists here. And I find it so awful how humans just create more suffering by continuing to cruelly procreate in a world where humans have stigmatised suicide so much. Under no circumstances could I ever wish to exist here.
 
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Dead Ghost

Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
1,346
I don't hate humanity, I can be sad and angry about the treatment we are receiving all living beings in general (human and not) and the various forms of suffering that exist or that we can inflict among us.. this is not anyone's fault .

Only people who believe in free will can come to think that the cause of their suffering lies in their existence and that of others.

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No odio la humanitat, puc tenir tristesa i ràbia pel tracte que estem rebent tots el éssers vius en general (humans i no) i les diverses formes de patiment que hi han o que podem infligir entre nosaltres.. això no és pas culpa de ningú.

Només la gent que creu en el lliure albir pot arribar a pensar que la causa del seu patiment està en la seva existència i la dels altres.
 

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