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pleaseletmeperish

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TMI TMI TMI. Sorry I am oversharing but this is my only safe space.

Don't read further if talk about shitting grosses you out.








I have been crying for one hour now. It's so bad I want to die rn. I have taken two doses of my laxative syrup but the stools are too hard to pass, so I am mentally terrified to poop. In a lot of discomfort. I have gotten enemas before but that was for an extreme level, this isn't one thankfully. My anus hurts so bad. Please keep me in your prayers.
 
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I have been there and you will be ok.

-DRINK TONS OF WATER
-get some Dulcolax suppositories. They will stimulate a BM in 15-20 minutes
-Magnesium Citrate Drink. These work within a few hours and will clean you out. Plan on spending the day at home near a toilet.
-Digital removal. If it's low enough in rectum, lube a finger and manually dig it out.

I know this sucks and is embarrassing. Do you know what is causing it? Medical condition? Opioids?
 
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pleaseletmeperish

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Nov 4, 2023
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I have been there and you will be ok.

-DRINK TONS OF WATER
-get some Dulcolax suppositories. They will stimulate a BM in 15-20 minutes
-Magnesium Citrate Drink. These work within a few hours and will clean you out. Plan on spending the day at home near a toilet.
-Digital removal. If it's low enough in rectum, lube a finger and manually dig it out.

I know this sucks and is embarrassing. Do you know what is causing it? Medical condition? Opioids?
I have had a chronic yeast infection for months because of my high sugar consumption. I have a bad diet in general. I think these are to blame.


I am too afraid of suppositories and enemas tbh. Idk where to get mag citrate. I know I keep giving excuses but yeah...
 
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SASU-KE

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Nov 26, 2025
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Buy psyllium husk fiber supplement.10 grams each instance with water thrice a week.Call me in the morning.
 
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knowledgeseeking

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I have had a chronic yeast infection for months because of my high sugar consumption. I have a bad diet in general. I think these are to blame.


I am too afraid of suppositories and enemas tbh. Idk where to get mag citrate. I know I keep giving excuses but yeah...
Mag Citrate can be bought at any pharmacy, Walmart, target, some big grocery stores.

The suppository is something you should consider. They are small and no big deal to put in and are not nearly as aggressive as an enema.

Once you get this immediate issue handled, you should consider taking MiraLAX twice a day to soften stool.
 
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pleaseletmeperish

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Mag Citrate can be bought at any pharmacy, Walmart, target, some big grocery stores.

The suppository is something you should consider. They are small and no big deal to put in and are not nearly as aggressive as an enema.

Once you get this immediate issue handled, you should consider taking MiraLAX twice a day to soften stool.
I live in India and don't have a lot of money tbh

I am going to drink a lot of water and have some more laxative syrup. Just praying at this point
Buy psyllium husk fiber supplement.10 grams each instance with water thrice a week.Call me in the morning.
Wouldn't take more fibre at this point just cause the poop to be more backed up?
 
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Wouldn't take more fibre at this point just cause the poop to be more backed up?
No. What psyllium husk will do is absorb more water and lubricate things down there so that it moves out more freely. But you have to drink a lot more water with it. If you do not drink enough water, it will ball up into a solid substance and create more problems.Try it.It's a game changer.
 
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add vegetable oil to the food,
you can buy the cheapest one,
it does not matter which one
 

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