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iwantpeace
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- Dec 24, 2018
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hmm i dont have too much to say, i mean, my life isn't that bad, i have a lot of friends and a great family, but i have this huge sensation that i dont belong here, i started developing anxiety and depression at the age 7 and now i was diagnosed with borderline disorder, things are getting so much worst you know? i feel so bad for feeling ungrateful for my life, but i dont feel like there's something to fight for, i feel like being alive it's totally a bullshit, i mean, why i have to suffer my whole life, put so much effort on things just to die later? this doesn't makes sense to me, but i feel like im too weak to kill myself, im always waiting to something take me away from here, i dont belong here, i dont want to be here, but at the same time i dont want to disappoint my loved ones and this hurts me so much.
there's anyone here who feels the same?
there's anyone here who feels the same?