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wristcutangel
What value is there to a life that wants to end?
- Jul 5, 2023
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i hate it. i hate idiots who say things like that. i've grown up hearing those words from people since i was a kid, everyone always says that things will get better with time and everything will make sense when you're older but absolutely nothing gets better. it only worsens and just leaves you wishing that you killed yourself earlier. occasionally there's brief moments where i'll think that maybe things are going to look up, but it's only so things can come back crashing down even worse than before, and then i'll think i'm an idiot all over. my life is a complete and utter dead end. i'm in college burning up all my money when i know this won't even help me because i'm a fucking retard who can't learn for shit, completely and utterly stuck reliant on a family that don't care and just want to marry me off eventually, physically and mentally a mess, living in deadend shithole cult obsessed waste of a country where i can get my head cut off any moment, a complete waste of space with no friends, hopes or dreams. my life is a complete and utter waste with nowhere to go and i know it won't get better. i should've killed myself as a stupid kid rather than be alive as a worthless adult.