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RunDown

RunDown

Getting ready to go
Jun 18, 2025
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I was very nervous and scared to not be prepared when I needed to go. My worst nightmare is for my suffering to become too much while having no way out. All of my supplies arrived without a problem. I've constructed my exit bag and tested my nitrogen setup. It's good to go. I have a sense of peace I haven't had in a while. As my medical condition worsens I can at least be assured that I don't have to endure it any longer than I want to. I'm grateful for the help I've received front this site. I'm grateful to have a dignified exit from this world. Until then, I wish you all the best.
 
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overmorrow

overmorrow

it hurts so bad, i can taste it
Oct 15, 2024
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I'm glad you feel better💖
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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That's good if you can find some relief 👍
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
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That is a huge relief. I'm glad you have a way to go that you're comfortable with. I'm sorry for all your suffering and I wish you the best.
 
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58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
yeah make sure to keep it secret
had some cops visiting for unrelated reasons they almost saw my partial hanging setup
 
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dreamgarden

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Oct 30, 2025
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yeah make sure to keep it secret
had some cops visiting for unrelated reasons they almost saw my partial hanging setup
that must have been pretty nerve-racking.

if it's all right, could you share your setup? i'm looking for some ideas for my method.
 
58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
that must have been pretty nerve-racking.

if it's all right, could you share your setup? i'm looking for some ideas for my method.
No, I already have a warning for encouraging
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,158
I understand why you'd feel relief, I wish you the best as well.
 
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