doingitrighthistime
on my way out
- May 15, 2024
- 44
Payday means I can finally get the resources: the booze, the rope, the hotel room.
I've been trying to get better for years and I'm so tired. But it feels like something is holding me back. If I get what I need, then I'll be fucked financially just in case I *don't* go through with it. I'm almost mad at myself, in a way.
I've been trying to get better for years and I'm so tired. But it feels like something is holding me back. If I get what I need, then I'll be fucked financially just in case I *don't* go through with it. I'm almost mad at myself, in a way.
