Venting Is this an illness we have or something?1

[Stepheng7287]

Is this an illness we have? Wishing for death every second of every day? I know some of us on here want to CTB because of an incurable disease or something, but what about the rest of us? I wake up everyday with death on my mind and think about dying all throughout the day until I go to sleep. I'm young. I'm healthy. But I want nothing more than to die. You could offer me a million dollars right now and I'd still choose death.

Sorry for the pointless rant but I'm struggling to sleep and have work in 5 hours ;)

 

[WornOutLife]

According to therapists and shrinks, yeah, we have a mental "disease" and we're abnormal beings but, what the hell? Life sucks! They're the abnormal ones! How can they tolerate such a hell called LIFE!

 

[ZardozOmega]

Very likely yes

 

[muffin222]

According to statistics, most suicidal people suffer from at least one mental illness. But, not everyone who wants to die has a mental illness. Some people experience suicidal thoughts due to other stressors unrelated to mental health

 

[Thanatonaut]

I'm here purely because I have chronic pain and they have virtually stopped prescribing pain meds. They took away my pain control. My job soon followed. I'm now right back where I started 2 years ago: suffering, unemployed, no prospects of getting any help. And having fought like hell to put my life back in order and then have it ripped away again makes it even more agonizing.

 

[Amumu]

According to statistics, most suicidal people suffer from at least one mental illness. But, not everyone who wants to die has a mental illness. Some people experience suicidal thoughts due to other stressors unrelated to mental health

I noticed you're in good shape with statistics @muffin222

 

[muffin222]

I noticed you're in good shape with statistics @muffin222

I definitely do love statistics

 

[Meditation guide]

I'm here purely because I have chronic pain and they have virtually stopped prescribing pain meds. T

Me too. If I had some type of strong pain pills or patch I wouldn't consider ctb. But I can't get them.

 

[Life_and_Death]

I can't speak for everyone here or just in general however speaking for myself.... Yes

Some people will say that its not a chemicle imbalance in the brain, and maybe for them that's true. But not me. For me.... My brains just fucked. The more and more I think about it, the more and more I look back at all my memories. Yeah I've always been this way. I haven't always wanted to die that was triggered by events, however myself and who I am.... Yeah I was born this way. I was born with mental disorders and never had a fucking chance.