Its frustrating for people that try to help too, I can understand that. But yeah, its worse for us. Locked away and ignored and left to rot. I would always have advocated for someone else in this position, but now its happened to me, I have no-one and have no voice. Being given a mental health diagnosis has effectively deprived me of my voice. Without that, I cannot fight for myself, but there is no-one to fight for me. I believe if you take someone's freedom or voice then you must become responsible for them. But the world doesn't work like that. It makes me so angry to be trapped in my own private hell, designed exactly to bring me the upmost torment. So ironic. The universe has a cruel sense of humour.@Susan Caswell was just going to see how you were......................@Underscore, you Susan and I seem to be resonating on same level.............tried everything, get fed up of folks asking us or telling us try things which already have................its so frustrating isn't it to have tried it all and got every flaming T-shirt to still be met by folks saying 'ah have you tried'..............'Oh you are not positive enough'............blah x3...............we reach a stage where nowt can be done or changed and its so horrible...............I wouldn't wish it on anyone, and yet there is us 3 to start with..................my health is going down rapid and scaring me, yet just have no answers and then what do you do...............the only respite I get (and its sounds nasty cos it is, but that is knowing I'm not alone with this and others have reached this impasse)................makes me feel bad..............hate thought of others suffering so much too, but it does 'help' the feeling helpless a tiny bit.
Hugs and love to you both and all those who also have no more answers to change/help their existence.
You know you can PM me anytime, I understand, at least as much as it is possible to understand another.
