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skepsis

skepsis

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Jul 16, 2023
20
Before I ctb, I would like to see some places, maybe take a trip through nature for a while. Just to have a few good days before I go. But I'm also looking for some other ideas.
Is there something you'd like to do before ctb? Like travelling, or telling some people some things, anything?
 
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onewayticket123

Member
Jul 28, 2023
11
Skydiving without a parachute!
 
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diviosd

diviosd

just a girl who's kinda sad
Aug 7, 2023
294
Not really, just spend as much time with the people I love as I possibly can
 
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skepsis

skepsis

ă…¤
Jul 16, 2023
20
Not really, just spend as much time with the people I love as I possibly can
I can't imagine how it will feel to say goodbye to friends and family for the last time, knowing that soon you're gone, while they think they will see you again. This will break my heart.
 
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cats333

cats333

sleepy
Aug 10, 2023
117
make my pets know i love them and try to make the last interactions i have with friends and family nice ones
 
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tora

tora

lonelycity
Jun 11, 2023
191
I'm going to spend as much time as possible with my dog, and I'm going to take him to the beach for the first time. I'm also visiting my parents this week, because I need to see them one last time before I go. there's a lot of other stuff I'd love to do but can't afford to or just have to much anxiety to do it. none of it is important enough to stop me from dying though
 
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edu0z

edu0z

carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
be honest with my feelings to some people... and with myself.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,552
Same as you- there are a few places I would like to say goodbye to or see. I love anything water related- the sea, rivers, lakes, waterfalls. I'd like to visit a few before i go.
 
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DazaiKinnie

DazaiKinnie

Cringe Isekai Author
Apr 27, 2023
131
Before I ctb, I would like to see some places, maybe take a trip through nature for a while. Just to have a few good days before I go. But I'm also looking for some other ideas.
Is there something you'd like to do before ctb? Like travelling, or telling some people some things, anything?
Finish writing my webnovel series, that's my plan, and then ctb
 
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LonelyKitten

LonelyKitten

Seeking one final escape
Aug 13, 2023
284
Travel as much as still possible, leave behind something of value to someone I know, keep contact with anyone I liked as fresh as possible.
Anything to reduce the loneliness of it.
 
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Nlis2244

Nlis2244

Forever alone
May 13, 2022
132
I'd like to travel around the country, and visit some cities that I always wanted to see, but I'm sure that with my social anxiety I won't find the courage to do that
 
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HAL 9000

HAL 9000

Heading toward Jupiter
Aug 3, 2023
56
Before I shuffle off this mortal coil I'd like to see a film in 15 perf 70mm IMAX and I'd love to make a film of my own. Falling in love is also on my bucket list.
 
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neonzebra

neonzebra

Member
Sep 11, 2022
77
I would like to try DMT, and I would like to go to Machu Picchu.
I need to write to a few old friends and apologise for being a terrible friend to them.
Apart from that I think I've done everything I wanted to do in life.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,021
I just wish to sleep, I don't want or desire existence, being conscious and aware is tiresome and just leads to suffering.
 
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StarFaded

StarFaded

Member
Aug 24, 2022
79
I used to think that maybe I could travel abit before I CTB. Now that I've finally reached the point whereby I'm ready to exit from this life, I honestly couldn't care less about travelling or doing anything else.

The main goal in my head is the eternal peace that I will find at the end of this tunnel. And I'll do what I can, procure whatever I need, to get there.
 
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Dead Already

Dead Already

Member
Jul 14, 2023
84
Kick Mickey mouse in the nuts for distraction while I steal a kiss from Minnie mouse, piss on the porch at the White House,
Sick my Karate monkey on my therapist and hold a certain woman's hand who shall remain nameless.......
You know who you are
 
Doz

Doz

Gloom and DOOM
Aug 15, 2023
51
The one thing I want to do before I leave is finish my comic, just so I could have at least added something to this world even if no one ever reads or cares about it.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
I want to finish University so that I have a stable future if my ctb fails. I also need it because I need the money for SN.
 
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