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LeavingEarly

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Measure bathroom
Buy charcoal briquettes
Chimney starter
Small bbq
Duct tape for the door
Sign on door about warning


Light the briquettes wait until ashy white no flame

Dump the briquettes In the grill in the shower
Shut the door and tape it.
Sit up against the wall and CTB

Am I missing something?
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Do I need a pan to put the charcoal in or do I just carry the grill inside when the coals are white?
 
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The plan looks good to me. Do you live in a multistory building? CO could become dangerous for others in the building despite sealing of your room.

Any container whether grill or pan will do. It is more important to have enough coals.
 
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The plan looks good to me. Do you live in a multistory building? CO could become dangerous for others in the building despite sealing of your room.

Any container whether grill or pan will do. It is more important to have enough coals.
I am at a single story motel. Solo HVAC system.

I have so many health problems and out of money. I can't take homeless or jail again.

Life is overwhelmingly bad.

Definitely scared to die but partial hanging isn't working and I'm scared of taking watered down street fentanyl.
 
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I am sorry you are in such a dire situation. Agree that partial hanging or street fentanyl is very risky. Whatever you do, I wish you peace, and try to preserve the safety of others. ❤️
 
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sorry this is unrelated but I've always wondered what is the full form of CTB
 
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you can't light the charcoal inside the room you have to do that outside.
Was going to burn the charcoal outside for an hour until ashy white and hot then carry the grill inside to the shower. Shut the door and tape it shut. Sit down and hopefully die without pain and go to Heaven.
sorry this is unrelated but I've always wondered what is the full form of CTB
Catch the Bus or to die.
 
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sorry this is unrelated but I've always wondered what is the full form of CTB
Catch The Bus

Was going to burn the charcoal outside for an hour until ashy white and hot then carry the grill inside to the shower. Shut the door and tape it shut. Sit down and hopefully die without pain and go to Heaven.

Catch the Bus or to die.
Did you calculate the amount of charcoal according to the volume of your room? The guide suggests 0.135kg/m³ as a minimum.
I would increase that amount 3-4x.
 
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Catch The Bus


Did you calculate the amount of charcoal according to the volume of your room? The guide suggests 0.135kg/m³ as a minimum.
I would increase that amount 3-4x.
6.5 foot by 6.5 foot by 8.5 foot tall. How much do you recommend? Do I need two chimney starters?
So scared to die but I see no way out.

Health will never improve and I am so low on money. Less than two weeks of funds.

I am just praying 🙏 to God for courage and mercy relating to my plans.
 
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6.5 foot by 6.5 foot by 8.5 foot tall. How much do you recommend? Do I need two chimney starters?
The room according to the size you mentioned is 360ft³ that is 10m³.
According to the guide you need minimum 1.35kg charcoal.
I would use 5kg+ (this is not a recommendation, this is what I would do)

Idk how much charcoal fits into 1 chimney starter.

So scared to die but I see no way out.

Health will never improve and I am so low on money. Less than two weeks of funds.

I am just praying 🙏 to God for courage and mercy relating to my plans.
I'm sorry you have to go through this. Feeling trapped with no way out is so awful 🫂
 
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The room according to the size you mentioned is 360ft³ that is 10m³.
According to the guide you need minimum 1.35kg charcoal.
I would use 5kg+ (this is not a recommendation, this is what I would do)

Idk how much charcoal fits into 1 chimney starter.


I'm sorry you have to go through this. Feeling trapped with no way out is so awful 🫂
Yes. And Imo several grills to increase co and redundancy would be more ideal.

Testing with meter before if possible
 
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