Is there anyone here from alt.suicide.holiday?

[zzz919]

There used to be an Google Group called "Alt.Suicide.Holiday"

I quit posting in that group several years ago ...... And now it is gone ...... I met many good friends in that newsgroup ...... I was just wondering if anyone here is familiar with that group ...... There is another group called Alt.Suicide.Methods that still exists ...... It is mostly inhabited by trolls lately ...... If you were ever part of that group ...... Please hit me back ...... I used to go by the screen name "weezer" ...... Thank You

 

[sky7]

I lurked there but was never a member

 

[GoingSoonish]

I was a lurker too. Anyone remember that crazy guy that would spam the board all the time?

 

[throwaway123]

No.

 

[worldexploder]

I went there a couple years ago but I really didn't like the interface.

 

[wanttodie]

I was a lurker too.

 

[Ella Disenchanted]

Yeah I was an Asher. Been a long time.. it was a good place once before it got invaded by trolls. It's a shame really.

 

[Made4TV]

lurker during those years

 

[zzz919]

Yeah I was an Asher. Been a long time.. it was a good place once before it got invaded by trolls. It's a shame really.

Do not fear the trolls ...... I have engaged in trolling ...... Trolls (Real trolls) are people who are tortured inside ...... They lash out at anything they can ...... I continue to post in alt.suicide.methods ...... I get trolled sometimes ...... I answer with love ...... NOT religion ...... I answer the trolls with real love ...... I don't get trolled as much as I used to ...... The trolls know me and they know I care about them.

 

[Red star]

Yes me

 

[weedoge]

There used to be an Google Group called "Alt.Suicide.Holiday"

I quit posting in that group several years ago ...... And now it is gone ...... I met many good friends in that newsgroup ...... I was just wondering if anyone here is familiar with that group ...... There is another group called Alt.Suicide.Methods that still exists ...... It is mostly inhabited by trolls lately ...... If you were ever part of that group ...... Please hit me back ...... I used to go by the screen name "weezer" ...... Thank You

No but your name rings a bell... Don't you have an odd website? Sorry I might be remembering completely wrong.

Edit:oh no you're definitely the guy but your website is gone... What happened to it? :(

 

[zzz919]

No but your name rings a bell... Don't you have an odd website? Sorry I might be remembering completely wrong.

Edit:oh no you're definitely the guy but your website is gone... What happened to it? :(

I am the real "weezer919" ...... I have had several websites over the last 15 years ...... My latest website (weezer919.com) was taken down by the web hosting company I was using ...... My web hosting company was threatened with a lawsuit if they did not agree to take down the website ...... There is a certain multi-million dollar company right here in Austin, Texas who is stealing millions of dollars from the Austin, Texas taxpayers ...... I exposed them because this company stole money from me, personally ...... This company has an annual budget of $94 million dollars per year ...... They had more money for attorneys than I had ...... So ...... They won ...... Here in the United States ...... Whoever has the most money always wins ...... Oh well ...... At least I bit them in the ass really hard ...... It will be a cold day in Hell before they try to steal from me again ...... They know who I am now.

 

[weedoge]

I am the real "weezer919" ...... I have had several websites over the last 15 years ...... My latest website (weezer919.com) was taken down by the web hosting company I was using ...... My web hosting company was threatened with a lawsuit if they did not agree to take down the website ...... There is a certain multi-million dollar company right here in Austin, Texas who is stealing millions of dollars from the Austin, Texas taxpayers ...... I exposed them because this company stole money from me, personally ...... This company has an annual budget of $94 million dollars per year ...... They had more money for attorneys than I had ...... So ...... They won ...... Here in the United States ...... Whoever has the most money always wins ...... Oh well ...... At least I bit them in the ass really hard ...... It will be a cold day in Hell before they try to steal from me again ...... They know who I am now.

Interesting stuff.. I saw about you walking around with a sign with the URL of the website on too I had to google it really quick to see if I remembered. Did that happen?

Anyway good to have you here mate hopefully I'm leaving next month but hi anyway

 

[zzz919]

However ...... The TRUTH is that I am NOBODY ...... I am the original invisible man ...... When I die ...... Nobody will care ...... I will be buried in whatever manner they use to bury unwanted losers ...... When I catch myself feeling important ...... I must bring myself back down to the level of an unwanted child ...... Everyone on the planet Earth would have been better off if I had been aborted ...... I have never been able to form lasting relationships with anyone ...... I genuinely want to die ...... This is NOT an act or a cry for help ...... I want to die ...... I have not figured out how to ctb without screwing it up ...... I do want to leave ...... I do NOT understand why I was brought into a world where I am Unwanted ...... TRUTH.

 

[zzz919]

Interesting stuff.. I saw about you walking around with a sign with the URL of the website on too I had to google it really quick to see if I remembered. Did that happen?

Anyway good to have you here mate hopefully I'm leaving next month but hi anyway

At one point I did walk around with a sign stating "I am Unwanted" with "www.weezer919.com" at the bottom ...... I think I walked with the sign at the Pecan Street Festival in Austin, Texas ...... I also did it at the Lamar Street underpass in Austin, Texas ...... The sign thing actually began several years ago at the university that I currently attend ...... Every single student at the university refused to speak to me ...... So I got in their face ...... I made a sign that said "I am Unwanted" ...... I walk the length of the campus on two different occasions ...... I do not wish to walk or make anymore signs ...... I just want to die ...... I have accomplished all I can in this world ...... I would like to be at peace.

 

[weedoge]

Sorry to bring it up, but its a pretty interesting story. I'm sorry for your pain and suggesting anyway. I made similar public announcements and pointed out how unwanted I was in public at school so I get it even if only a tiny fraction.

Hey I remembered your website, you've certainly had an impact on people whether that's good or not..

When I catch myself feeling important ...... I mustbring myself back down to the level of an unwanted child

Pretty much :/

 

[zzz919]

Websites ...... Large signs ...... Internet forums ...... These are the only methods I have been able to communicate with people for much of my adult life ...... I am thankful to have met you tonight in this forum ...... If you ever want to hang out in Austin, Texas ...... Let me know.

 

[weedoge]

Websites ...... Large signs ...... Internet forums ...... These are the only methods I have been able to communicate with people for much of my adult life ...... I am thankful to have met you tonight in this forum ...... If you ever want to hang out in Austin, Texas ...... Let me know.

I actually would but I live in the UK I'm sorry but drop me a message anytime. I get you though, I've been able to express myself so much better online but I'm a fair bit younger than you. Vocalising things is hard :(

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

I used to frequent alt.suicide.holiday must have been about 1999 "grim reaper"

 

[samhelloall9]

Wasn't originally going to answer...yes. I was there briefly. Still here and failing miserably at both living life and always missing my bus. Sigh.
There's nothing else for me to do but to keep going on until a solution comes my way, because I clearly can't do it myself and don't have the balls to do anything myself.

 

[Strumgewehr]

Here in the United States ...... Whoever has the most money always wins

Sounds like a rich shithole.

 

[zzz919]

I actually would but I live in the UK I'm sorry but drop me a message anytime. I get you though, I've been able to express myself so much better online but I'm a fair bit younger than you. Vocalising things is hard :(

I've known several people online from the UK ...... I would guess that 70% of the people in "alt.suicide.methods" are from the UK ...... I hear you loud and clear when it comes to having trouble vocalizing your thoughts.

 

[zzz919]

I used to frequent alt.suicide.holiday must have been about 1999 "grim reaper"

I think I first began posting in "alt.suicide.holiday" in the early 2000's ...... Your screen name sounds familiar ...... I befriended several people from a.s.h. ...... I met one in person when we found out that we lived in the same city ...... I met a suicidal police officer from Houston, Texas ...... I met a witch who I developed a fondness for ...... I hope she is doing well ...... She was special ...... There used to be alot of awesome people in that forum.

 

[zzz919]

"Sounds like a rich shithole."

"shithole" ...... Most definitely ...... "rich" ...... Only for a select few ...... And I am NOT one of them.

 

[RW__Asher23]

There used to be an Google Group called "Alt.Suicide.Holiday"

I quit posting in that group several years ago ...... And now it is gone ...... I met many good friends in that newsgroup ...... I was just wondering if anyone here is familiar with that group ...... There is another group called Alt.Suicide.Methods that still exists ...... It is mostly inhabited by trolls lately ...... If you were ever part of that group ...... Please hit me back ...... I used to go by the screen name "weezer" ...... Thank You

Yes I am one of the original usenet alt.suicide.holiday and later groups. There is a place now for old asher's. Let me know if you are interested. you might find someone you know besides myself. Reach our let me know. Peace.

I think I first began posting in "alt.suicide.holiday" in the early 2000's ...... Your screen name sounds familiar ...... I befriended several people from a.s.h. ...... I met one in person when we found out that we lived in the same city ...... I met a suicidal police officer from Houston, Texas ...... I met a witch who I developed a fondness for ...... I hope she is doing well ...... She was special ...... There used to be alot of awesome people in that forum.

Yes I remember Grim Reaper. Also weezer but there were so many and made friends with many but also lost some too, ctb. Breezy and later lasstop were my names. I was one originals but so many years ago now. When is was just started as the first .alt used in usenet. Anyway there is a place for specifically for old asher's survivors. If you would like to come maybe join let me know. Peace.

Yeah I was an Asher. Been a long time.. it was a good place once before it got invaded by trolls. It's a shame really.

There is a new place for old asher's specifically even named for us. Really new like less than a month but it is a new ASH. Interested come try it out it needs work so new but better. Let me know. An old asher like us made it. Survivors. Bond like no other. Peace.