Pale Blue Dot
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- Jan 9, 2020
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I start to feel really suffocated, not right after I hang myself but like 10 secs after I start-- No matter what material I use, how many pressure I apply(haven't tried full suspension, I heard there's no difference of time to pass out between those two).
It doesn't only happens when I try partial, it also happens when I'm simply choking myself with a cloth; It doesn't feel exactly the same tho. I feel really unpleasant right before I faint and end up untying it. I can't stand it. So the problem is that I can't make myself completely pass out. I guess it's due to cerebral hypoxia but not completely sure, and on the one hand I'm not sure if I've done something wrong.
I just want to hear you guys' thoughts about this. Would this be the thing that I have to overcome with my will and/or different strategy? Or Should I have to use a medication, such as anxiolytic or whatever? (If there's already a discussion thread about it, please let me know...)
It doesn't only happens when I try partial, it also happens when I'm simply choking myself with a cloth; It doesn't feel exactly the same tho. I feel really unpleasant right before I faint and end up untying it. I can't stand it. So the problem is that I can't make myself completely pass out. I guess it's due to cerebral hypoxia but not completely sure, and on the one hand I'm not sure if I've done something wrong.
I just want to hear you guys' thoughts about this. Would this be the thing that I have to overcome with my will and/or different strategy? Or Should I have to use a medication, such as anxiolytic or whatever? (If there's already a discussion thread about it, please let me know...)